causeee i'm inloveee with you. (:

REPLIES!
KIMPOSS ; yes! our date was successful! haha. and and, yes its a pretty dollllie :D lol
ELENA ; haha lover! (: hope your audition went well today. of course you love the way i smile at you. heh heh heh
MEI ; suckup ;) HAHA. bonding time soon!
ELIC ; yes, i am freeeee in 2 months time. we shall go out banyak banyaks XD haha
DIANA ; paloi. blathering about. thats a sexy word ;)
IAN ; oh, at least it made good soup. lol ? oooh. okay, change your layout. XD
ALEX ; its her nano. why would she prefer a video to a nano?? hahahah
ESTHER ; its okay love XD at least you still tagged.

HAPPY MERDEKA FELLOW MALAYSIANS. :D lol

watching Rush Hour 3 tomorrow :D with the mother.

ah, talking to becky on the phone. lazy to blog.

TOMORROW :D

lovelove;
Amelia.

I'm going home.

Cause all I want to do is to hold you tight.

Hello (: and greetings.

NEW LAYOUT. i think its quite purdy yes? hahahaha. i dont know. :) COMMENTS YES. i think its quite simple?

anyway proper blog&replies tonight.

LOVELOVE!
Amelia.

HOMG. cant breathe..................

THE OFFICE SEASON 4 TRAILER THINGO. HAHAH

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

!!!!



HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

!!!!

wisphers, "hello, i miss you quite terribly."

Because I love the way you're smiling at me. When you know its true, I'm still in love with you. & I love the way you're really trying not to let me see you're still in love with me too. I am way too proud to verbalize my feelings and you are way too mean if you just let this brew. Its a complicated hand that you've been dealing, but its time to win me over, fold & make your move. Smooth some calm over this situation. I can't get past the way I feel for you. Its the little things that make this worth the effort. Its the small little insignificant things you do, that makes me love the way you're glancing over at me.

They may say some awful things. But there's no point in listening.

Your words are the only words that i'll believe in afterwards.

ANYWAY.

I am finally blogging with the wonderous invention of the computer :D hahahahaha. so happy lah. finally (: then dont have to wait loong time to post up.

I SHALL REPLY :D
first, i shall say a big hello & TQ for tagging to :
ELIC, BECKY, ELENA, VIVIEN, DIANA, ALEX, . ,MEI, DAPH, TING, MARIA, EDWIN, IAN,ESTHER, MANDA. and lalalal yes (:

TING - yes, baby, its fact! is a nice song. OKEH! i shall try listening to brooke fraser :D hee
ELENA - I KNOW RIGHT. he's got me weak in my knees when he does that lah. damn cute! haha and that little red thing is a elephant! name EMELINE. hahahah
ALEX - chem does not own. you suck. hahahaha XD
MARIA - yes, its a very lovely song. the video's not so nice tho :S
DAPH - its okay daphne, i understand how you feel. hahahah.
MEI - of course you like the layout. IF its all white with one red dot also u say nice ;) HAHAHA
BECKY - i dont lovelove mr.star its just there you know. haha okay never, i've explained to you already. haha
ELICIOUS - of course you're deprived of the bon bon (me). haha we dont see each other much anymore. bleh haha
DIANA - yes, we're so cool. but you're even cooler cause you have a freaking 80GB (or 60??) IPOD VIDEO. hahahahaha
EDWIN - the collar bone was made up :( i'm still the fat amelia, as always. HAHA
IAN - oh, i'm sorry about your sister's chicken (why did your aunt slaughter it?!!)
ESTHER - you have been missing in action! gah. hahaha lovelove.

THERE. done with it (: feels good to reply. haven't done that in a while. haha

SO, on with the other things. I have a feeling this is gonna be quite a lenghty post. I hope you guys dont get bored ( i mean, 95% prolly wont read the whole thing but still!) hahahahah. i Know ALEX does. i think :S lol and tag! tag lah. i like knowing people visit! :D

I MADE A LAYOUT FOR THE YOUNGER-BY-8MONTHS-SISTER-FROM-ANOTHER-FAMILY-BUT-BLOOD-RELATED otherwise known as my COUSIN. hahahah you can see it here. Its not my best i think, but i quite like it because its plain and simple :D so check it out and tell her what you think (?) :P

oh-kay. Kimposs just told me she doesnt love her butt. no wait, she changed her mind. ok. she loves her butt because its on her body. so yeah.

OH OH. which reminds me. MY LOVER AND MY BUTT'S BIRTHDAYS ARE COMING UP :D hahahahahahah. i shall have to go present hunting for the lover and the butt. oh joy :D heee.

I think i'm quite hyper right now. Was extremely sleepy in the morning. I hate feeling sleepy loh. sucks. But i'm okay now :) like in the car just now, i reclined (???) the car seat till it was like a bed and i slept for the 15 minutes from the house to the office (Where i am at now).

I think for lunch, i will be trying out the new indian restaurant (TANDOOR) with my mom. Hmm, okay. chappaties and curry. here i come! i'm craving for really good curry you know. Like the ones that are not too spicy. AND ALSO. WAFFLES. i wanna have some good waffles soon with kaya and peanut butter and kaya and peanut butter. DAMN, i love peanut butter :D yummyness lah. Goodness, actually hor. i love food. yes i do very much indeeed. I am also craving for some good peking duck. yes :D peking duck. T_T i wish i was in bangkok and theres the yummy 7-eleven cheese sausages.!!! and the Thailand teh'c (thank yu marcus for the tea leaves!) and goodness. I WANNA eat alot of things lah.

I wonder if my dad wants to bring us down to miri on staurday hmm. Must keep in mind to ask him. haha

eh. i'm running out of things to blog lah. hahahaha. i will blog again very soon (maybe tonight) hahhahahah.

TAG!

LOVELOVE;
Amelia.

You be good and don't you miss me.

Hello Blog, world, people, friends. Today marks the last day of the lovely mocks.

I am very happy

In er, 3 and a half hours time i will be sitting for my add maths paper 1 and then all will be over.

Also, my maid is coming home tomorrow. I am overjoyed. Now, i won't have to live in a pigsty anymore. I can't wait lah. =D i can't stand the mess in my room anymore. The picture up there is only 1/4 of how horribly messy my room is. Will post. Haha

Ok bye.

Lovelove,
Amelia

The part about my love for you.

Gah. I feel fat. This is a random post.

I hate that my mom viols just because she gave birth to me, she thinks she knows everything about me.

Uh. Reality check. You don't mom.

Amelia.

The way black is black

Yes. Have been up since 2 trying to understand chemistry. But 4 hours eversince and after 3 cups of coffee. I still don't get anything. I hate knowing that i've tried but still end up doing badly for the exam and getting nagged at afterwards. Damn

Yes, i also have a new layout up. I know, its extremely plain. I will make a better one after the exams yeah so yes =] i'm not expecting comments cause its kind of crap.

Alright. Back to alkanes and alkenes.

Lovelove,
Amelia.

Oh, and you love me too.

I love HELLOGOODBYE - BABY, ITS FACT. I have been listening to it only for the whole past two days. Its love love love. And the video is so sweet lah. And the lyrics. Gah. I love this song :) also loving THE CLICK FIVE- JENNY. Nice also. :)

Okay. Random post. Waiting for my car now. Ice breakfast this morning with the father. Had a nice tradisional malay breakfast. Super oily, super yummy =P

Yes. Am feeling nice today. And will go now.

Lovelove,
Amelia.

// the VIDEO and LYRICS.



Just in case they're wondering
They've got us pinned terribly
They don't believe our love is real
Cause they don't know how real love feels
You should know it's true
Just now, the part about my love for you
And how my heart's about burst
Into a thousand pieces
Oh it must be true
And They'll believe us to soon
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, our love is true

They may say some awful things
But there's no point in listening
Your words are the only words
That I believe in afterwards.
You should know it's true
Just now, the part about my love for you
And how my heart's about burst
Into a thousand pieces
Oh it must be true
And They'll believe us to soon
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, our love is true

It's true
Oh oh oh
It's true
Oh oh oh
It's true
Oh oh oh
It's true
Whoa oh oh

Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that

Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that

Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
Ohhh
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
Baby, it's fact
Ohhh
Baby, it's fact
Our love
Our love is true

♥♥♥♥♥!!!
//

apparently i've been tagged by the uber super KIMPOSS. and since chemistry is gay. i shall now do it.

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. my fringe to grow overnight
2. more clothes please, and skirts and shoes and yes (:
3. er. a horse.
4. trip all over europe.
5. my brother back in brunei now.

Answer the following question;

1. The person who tag you is? - Kimposs
2. Your relationship with him is - Good Friends
3. Your 5 impressions of him - Smart, Skinny, Tall, Straight-to-the-point, upright
4. The most memorable thing he had done for you -PLENTY LAH :)
5. The most memorable words he had said to you - stop biting your nails. (AHAHAHHA)
6. if he becomes your lover, you will - we will then be lesbians, and i know kimposs wouldnt like that ):
7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be - nothing lah (: I like kimposs just the way she is.
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will - i dont think sooo :D
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be - maybe because i will get uber jealous about her height :P
10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is - ER. i dont know :S
11. your overall impression of him/her is - Good friend, secret-keeper.
12. (How you think people around you will feel about you?) - bitchy, scary, mean-tempered.
13. the character you love of yourself are - my ability to switch between moods.
14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are - i get annoyed far too easily.
15. the most ideal person you want to be is - er. hahahaha. i have no idea. i'm okay with myself i guess :S
16.for people that care and like you, say something to them - um, okay. hahahahahhaha you all know i lalalove you guys lah.

17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you - (Best part of the game)

1. BECKY
2. ELENA
3. KIMPOSS
4. AMILYN
5. DIANA
6. ESTHER
7. ERIC
8. -
9. -
10.-

who is no.6 having relationship with?
- no idea. :S

Is no.9 a male or female?
- nobody.

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- HAHA. ERIC with nobody? not a good thing :P

How bout no.8 and 5?
- cannot lah. one diana, one nothing :S

What is no.2 studying about?
- singing beautiful girls. HAHA

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
- yesterday (:

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
- -

Does no.1 has any siblings ?
- yes. two sisters and one brother.

Will you woo no.3 ?
- I dont think she wants me to woo her loh.

How about no.7 ?
- Eric is a boy. I think its wrong if i woo-ed him. HAHAHHA

Is no.4 single ?
- Yes, she is. and she having a fun time (i think :S)

What is the surname of no.5?
- Law

What is the nickname of no.10?
- -

What is the hobby of no.4?
- watching tv. LOL

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
- no idea.

Where is no.2 studying at?
- ST'ANDREWS

Talk something casually about no.1?
- She is a girl who's in the same class with me. Sometimes we laugh together till we have tears in our eyes and, she likes listening to me sing ( HAHAHAHAHAHA)

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
- nada.

Where does no.9 live at?
- nada.

>What color does no.4 like?
- er. blue kah.

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
- nope

Does no.7 likes no.2?
- I think so. He calls her perempuan gila. LOL

How do you get to know no.2?
- classmates.

Does no.1 have any pets?
- yesh. 3 dogs i think.

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
- okay, i'm not gonna make eric big-headed. But he is, kinda. If he stopped wearing the leaf slipper and pointed black shoes :P

--- END ---

Begging you to be my escape.

Gah. I love my dogs.

Rebecca, you're wrong. Not rejoicing about getting A1 for poa. I think i'm going to fail. :( then you won't see me anymore.

In other simple words. Poa sucked ass. It was so sucky, it sucked. Gah. It was horrible. Was crap. Was poo. I've never felt so bad about a poa exam :(

Went into a panic state, emo, nervous breakdown this morning. Was scary, went super light headed and wanted to fall. Thank becky and kimposs for the nice words. =]

Alright will go now.

Lovelove,
Amelia.

Feeling a little sick of all this.

If you see the picture above, i'm feeling like how i'm looking.

I feel like crap. I'm tired and annoyed. I'm cold and my left eye has decided to swell up. [you can see in the picture.] and it hurts.

Ok. Thats it. Not even halfway thru mocks and i look like death already. Damn.

Just a quick update yeah.

Lovelove.
Amelia.

Baby, its fact.

With our knuckles interlocked.

Thank you for your condolences. I would reply everyone separately but unfortunately, due to time limitations i can't. But thanks. Really.

I'm really glad nothing else happened yesterday. Imagine if somebody died again. I'll kill my self. Seriously, i can't stand the heartbreaks one after another. And remembering the memories is torture. And i can't stand having squinty swollen eyes due to excessive crying. It sucks you know.

I was saying good nights to all my pets last night and then i almost said good night April and Chicken but i realised they've passed on already. Then the image of Chicken's ant infested head came to my head and i began emo-ing.

I do miss them. Yes i do. :(

I was complaining to Star about how unfair God can be and Star was like ' you can't call God unfair cause everyone dies at the end of the day. Its just whether its earlier or later'. I suppose thats kinda true but its just so depressing. :(

Gah. On the other hand. Our mocks have started and we had our malay one and d maths two yesterday. D maths was crap. I didn't have enough time. Oh well, its over anyway. Next paper : add maths :( and english one.

Okay, gotta go now.

Thanks again to everyone who bothered to tag, showed they care. I really appreciate it. =] and also thanks for keeping this Blog alive by showing you guys visit. My visitor count is still increasing everyday!

And might be overdue-ed but GOOD LUCKS to everyone having exams.

Much love,
Amelia.

Rip

Today, the lovely chicken (nameless) left us after 4 long years.

He died while we were trying to save him as he was infested by red ants. It was a very gruesome process but thank God, my mom and i managed to get rid of all the ants before he died.

At least he passed away not infested by fucking red ants.

I will miss your noisyness at 6 in the morning as well as the sight of you following Melody around everywhere. Or the sight of you following the cars. It will all be dearly missed.

Love and will be missed by,
Amelia.

P/s . Two deaths in the row. How the fuck am i supposed to get thru this? :( :( my eyes are bloody swollen. And exams tomorrow.

God, why did you let two of my pets pass away on two consecutive days. Why? :(

RIP.

May this lovely rabbit by the name April, rest in peace. :(

I will miss your grumpiness and your cute little moles on the side of your face and the nice puff of fur beneath your chin.

At least you're not suffering any more.

Love and greatly missed by your owner.
Amelia.

Just a typical love story.

Gah. :) going for breakfast now at er, happy union. Feeling hungry. Can't wait for nice yummy porridge and egg tarts.

Short replies that i remember.
Manda- thanks! She's eating a little more now.
Alex- can't send to vet. They can't do anything about it :( Bleh.
Becky- Haha. Give him a little push? And who will do that? Haha. Oh well.
Elena- Cyus love :) yes, was feeling emo.
Eric- Haha. :) Cyus soon hopefully? You horrible =P

I hope i remembered to reply all of them. :)

Lovelove.
Amelia.

Feeling old.

Ah. My sexy boy cousin. All grown up. =D he's growing up into a really handsome boy isn't he? =D gonna be a real hearthrob once he goes pass this stage where boys think girls have cooties.

And i'm not saying that just cause he's my cousin =D

Lovelove.
Amelia.

BLOG FOR FRIDAY, 10/08/2007.

Blah. I'm feeling very emo now. I kind of miss someone? I don't know if its miss. I can't think of the word to use. :s how silly of me. Bleh. :)

Picture of todays post is courtesy of mr. Marcus Lee. During one of the tuitions and yes, its totally candid. Haha. =D looking very rajin yes. =P

I feel like a pig today. I ate so much. And i feel like sleeping so much. Gah. So depressing. Must be because i slept kinda late last night, thinking about something. Thinking about things that'll never happen. Kind of sucks. Bleh.

Okay. Gotta do my chemistry :( so Blah. Haha. Maybe i won't not yet. I shall Blog a little while longer. I Love typing on my phone la. So fun =D

Tomorrows a public so no school :( boo. I like school. I like it alot. And no its not cause i like listening to teachers droning on about genes or radiowaves or logarithms or alkanes or Bahasa klasik or correction of errors. But, because i like the company. :) all the laughter and smiles school can bring. Hee. Of course there's the people i can't stand at all but since its my last year in brilliant st.andrew's i am not gonna spend it hating. Bleh. Most of them are all lower forms anyway. Ok. No names or whatever. And no, nobody from 5S2 :) eventho i complain alot about the class, i do adore the class lots. I mean the people who makes up 5S2 are all different and special. And thats what make the class fun =D

I think i'm actually going to miss the class after form 5. Gah. Oh well.

Yeah. Amelia is prolly boring you guys with random rants. Hee sorry. But i'm very full with thoughts i wanna let out. So bear with me?

Todays also Mrs Shaffee's birthday! Haha. Last year she made us promise not to celebrate it in class. And yeah :)

Oh yes. Depressing news. My lovely rabbit, April isn't doing very well :( she's sick and not eating. Gah. I dunno what la. She looks very tired and i don't know. It hurts to look at her. Bleh.

Oh great, typing that down made me feel depressed. I shall now drown my sorrows in chemistry.

Lovelove.
Amelia.

So baby just follow, their lead.

I know. Two posts in a day. I'm sorry but chemistry is a total pain in the ass. :( i don't get the whole find the number of moles crap. Gah. And like totally blur lah.

Becky, not trying to do ju-on :( Haha. And Elena lover, i know right. Totally blur =P and Esther! Do i really look like a ghost? I'm not that sale i think =P

Okay. Wish me luck with concentrations and molecular crap.

Lovelove.
Amelia.

Speak now.

Hello :) morning, had breakfast with the father and Rebecca and the much loved Jing Chew. =D i finally had my roti kuning and roti kacang. You can imagine how happy i was =P Haha.

So yes, had the biology practicals just now. Not very good actually. Screwed up on the flowers cause i got mixed up with the pistil and stamen. Blah.

Okay. Thats it. Just wanted to Blog abit to let some stuff out of me. I think my Blog is somewhat like my pensieve where i store all my memories and stuff =P Haha.

Lovelove,
Amelia.

Oh. Its what you do to me.

Gah. Loving Plain White Tee's - hey there delilah. Such a sweet song lah =D really :)

Anyhoo. The picture shows me and becky on our little trip on monday :) can anyone say bonding session? =P after school since we had so much time till orals, we decided to hitch a ride with nabil down to yayasan and if was nice enough to do so =D Haha. Reached there, had lunch at Nyonya and then waffles at Hua ho. Yes. We're gluttons =P Haha. We then walked around and talked crap while eating those yummy waffles =D and then took a boat back to school. Apparently, we came back too early cause we still had to wait a long time till our turn. -.-

My malay orals were crap :( my mind went blank and stuff :(

Oh. Today unfortunately, i have this huge pimple on my forehead and edwin kept on staring at it. And now its bigger and redder. Thanks alot edwin. -.-

Ok will do another Blog soon .

Lovelove!
Amelia.

P.s. I finally replied =D on the tb la but still right? =P

Embracing for forever.

Go download: dashboard confessional - living in your letters. Or otherwise know as broken hearts and concrete floors.

Its love i tell you.

Lovelove.
Amelia.

P.s. Yes this is just a reason to post up a picture =P

& you kissed me like you meant it.

Okay. Currently waiting for my mom to pick me up from tuition :( she's stuck in the Damn bank. And she says she'll be here in 15 minutes. Bleh.

The picture is me and kimposs at the jogathon on sunday. I actually have more pictures, with angel but i can't post ore than one picture thru my mobile. So yeah. Next time lah =D Haha. I look so sweaty lah in the picture and my hair decided to centre part itself -.- lol. Don't laugh =D

Anyhoo. I think i'm hungry. -.- horrible man. Jim would be ashamed of me. No self control =P Haha. Most prolly having japanese food. Hee.

Diana is by my side and she says hi to all bytes-Infinitum readers and that she'll be updating her Blog tonight. Haha. -.-

Gah. Everyones so freaking excited about prom and thats like 3 months to go -.- Haha. Oh well. Its quite fun talking about it la i guess. Lol.

Okay. Gonna talk to diana now =D

Lovelove.
Amelia.

P.s. I hate flabby stomachs.

Maybe because its you.

Ah yes :) hello hello. On the way to tuition and my mom is currently nagging her ass off. So. I am going to Blog so i don't answer back and so all troubles solved =D hee

Today school was awesome. The weather was awesome. People were awesome. Class were awesome. Classmates were awesome. Yes today is a happy day =D Haha. Everyone seemed to be in a good mood :) for example a certain someone who is emo constantly was all smiles today. What a pretty sight =D

Okay. Will go now. Reaching the destination soon. :)

Ok. Maybe not. Got traffic jam.

Oh ya. One not so awesome thing today was my bag urinating. -.- Haha. Apparently my whole bottle spilt in my bag and Erik saw it in a puddle of water and soon there was me cleaning up the mess and Kimposs was so nice to help me sort out my bag =D and ibrahim was nice enough to help me mop up the mess. Haha.

Yeah ok. Will go now.

Lovelove,
Amelia.

.. See when I get the strenght to leave you.
You always tell me that you need me.
And i'm weak cause I believe you
And i'm mad because i love you.
So i stop and think that maybe..
You will learn to appreciate me.
But it all remains the same
That you're never going to change.