favouritsm sucks.

Hiya all :)
early blog :)

Replies; (for now) :)
Abby; thankew :)
Daphne; hahha yeh it whud be insulting :S, thnks abt the comment :)
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its all abt the smileys today isnt it. :)
And how much i do the little smiley here. i dont feel so :) today >.<
but yeh.

Favouritsm sucks (im not sure abt the spelling yeh)
its so freaking unfair. :(
grrr. Im not gonna elaborate why i am talking abt this today.
Its no different from racism and all.

It happens everywhere.
At work, in school and at home.
sucks huh.
for those whose never gotten a shock of favouritsm whuden kno how the rest feel.
gowd,im so pissed today. !@#$%
i dont know what to blog about. :(

I wish i was the ONLY child sometimes then maybe, JUST maybe..
i wuden be bullied so much.
You people who are the ONLY child have NO idea your so damn lucky ok?
Noone to snatch the phone, teevee, computer from you.
Noone to eat up ALL your favourite food.
Noone to steal your parents love from you.
Noone to bully you.
Noone to disturb you.
GRR.

i whud trade whatever i have now to be the ONLY child ok.
all the peace and quiet and all the computer and phone and the tv.
ALL MINE.
but noooooooooo;. i have to shall it with my BROTHER.
Call me selfish call me a bitch. I DONT GIVE A SHIT. ok?
my life sucks.
and the blog is the only place where i cant just talk abt what i want.
so if your gonna be saying omg, shes so self centred or what a bitch or, shes so damn selfish.
Dont ever come to my site ever again ok?

Grrr.
Im pissed. so pissed i dont care what YOU (the person whos reading this) thinks abt me.
My back hurts. :( im tired. and hungry.
i cant sleep now. and i cant eat now.
my heads starting to hurt now even.
Cos, i've been thinking abt this dream i had last night.
All of a sudden these past stuffs have been coming back to me.
Memories of stuff.
WHY DOES MY YEAR HAVE TO END LIKE THIS?!

I feel like screaming and crying till my heart burst and my lungs puncture.
I WISH I CUD OK.
Im so bored i can just suicide right now. :(
omg.
im sorry abt being so depressed today.
I told ya, when im going on abt something.. I GO ON and on and on.
i better stop and play my neopets.
:(

<3,
Amelia.
COS THERE'S JUST NOONE WHO LOVES YOU LIKE I DO.

//edit @ 2.16 pm
OK IGNORE THIS POST. WAS IN A FREAKING BAD MOOD :)
im still in a bad mood. but has gotten better. so yeh