depressing shite.

I (Amelia) find alot of things depressing and i shall list them out.

1. not understanding guys. WHATS UP WITH YOU GUYS KAN? one minute its all "i like you" and the next you're all gushing abt that hot girl you saw. i mean. please ok even if you all were gushing abt that hot girl, dont do it straight to our faces ok. it hurts.
2. PEOPLE DISSING RAIN. like wtf is your problem kan? knn =p
3. depressing = hurting alot.
4. not bringing my examination pad to school.
5. studying.
6. missing someone badly.
7. being fat.
8. being short.
9. being not good at maths.
10. not being talented at anything.
11. spending an hour choosing a nail colour for your toenails. try every single colour you have but at the end you go back to the very first colour you tried.
12. not finding clothes for the occassion.
13. misplacing things. important things.
14. that time of the day.
15. when i have this bigass craving for junk food. and eating them and getting fat.
16. not having credit.
17. expensive phone bills and getting blamed for them.
18. stupid itunes not working and your stuck listening to the same old songs on your iPod for a month.
19. not having good ideas for layouts.
20. coming online and seeing noone tagging.
21. the guy you like never ever liking you back.
22. the guy you like liking your best friend.
23. the guy you like telling you that your best friend "is the hottest most prettiest most attractive the best girl in the world."
24. the guy i like makes me depressed the most.
25. being insecure sucks !@#$.
26. computer lagging.
27. the fact that ALEX is so good at computer :( =p HEHEHS
    
28. falling inluve with someone who confuses you all the time.
29. falling inluve with someone who just doesnt seem to be the right one.
30. falling inluve with the wrong person.
31. just falling inluve.
32. PEOPLE DISSING RAIN. like wtf is your problem kan? knn =p
    

and etc etc etc. i have lots ok. and they all suck.

i webcammed with my darling brother just now. was fun :D i miss you ko.

Noone taggin but its ok i dont blame you guys. since the exams are coming up =)

i love everyone whos nice to me. so whether or not i love you. think : are you nice to me? haha

ok bye my loves (only the nice ppl ><)

<3,
Amelia.
with you by my side.

//edit FUCK. i just found out someoneeeeeeee reads my blog. HAHAHA and so i deleted some things =) heh hehehehehez =D damnit. this is embarassssinggggggggggggggggggggg . ahhhhhhh. =)