New temporary layout.

Ok. new layout peeps. hahah very familiar yes? i made this layout earlier this year for nadia. but she stopped using so i decided to use it cause a) i'm in need of a new layout (cause, i dont have any time to make a brand new one) and b) i love the song. =) ehehehs really. hopefully and most probably i'll get the new layout done by end of the week. My last layout(the version 14) lasted me for a nmonth and thats like the longest i've ever had a same layout up for. =) but ok lah. i got the pictures i need for the new layout but i dont have any ideas and my jasc psp chose this exact moment to screw up. really, it like loads and stuff but it doesnt appear : so depressing. all the thousands of brushes i have downloaded and stuff all gone :( and some of them were really nice ok. bleh. anyway, alex helped me get this paint shop pro x and i havnt tried it out yet. it looks complicated and im afraid i wont be able to get brushes for it. gah the horror! but oh well, might as well give it a try. i mean, sure i cud always do the layout in the office where the laptop has jasc psp but then the internet connection here is SO slow. how the hell am i going to download all the multiple brushes? might take a year ok. blehh

That was a pretty long paragrach and bleh nothing else to say. OH i came back from school at 9 this morning cause we only had one paper. you know whats KNN WORTHY? the fact that our stupid muthahumper paper was the exactly clone of the 2004 paper which most of us didnt bother to go thru. not that i mind ok maybe i do. but still so BLEHH.and i slept for 30 minutes after the paper was done. SO tired ok. when i was writing the stupid ringkasan, my hand didnt feel like moving and my handwriting was shit. :( bleh so tired and lazy to think again. URGH. why have to study malay? i mean i'm ok with it. but............. haiz. -_- so depressing =s

AHh. how do i live by leann rimes is playing on the radio now. so nice. =) but but i still love accidentally in love. yesterday kan. i was letting gary listen to the song thru my ipod right. and then yeah then he followed my car and i on the song again and he was like "!!!, IS THE SONG EVERYWHERE?" i cant help it bah garry. its such a lovely song :D and. goodbye my lover is SO SWEET. yeah like becky says, james blunt sounds like hes dying but screw it. hahahah the lyrics are nice and i shall post them up now. :D

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.(x2)

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child. (ok, this is just a little weird so ignore this line)
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you. (the bold and italics : MY FAVOURITE <3)

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.(x2)

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.(x2)

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.(x2)

so nice..................
bleh.

ok, i'll end here. was supposed to rant abt pimples and shit like those cause oi made up a story you see. but im so lazy to continue typing and its long already.
OH and i got this off nadia's site. its the very fun conversation we had before she left for spore (but shes back anyway) and here are some of our fun moments =)

Ame: So why are you going to Singapore?
Nad: For the French Olympiade.
Ame: Oh why not go to Spain?
Nad: Why do I want to go to Spain?
Ame: Wait, what do they speak in Spain?
Nad: Spanish.
Ame: Then who speaks French?
Nad: -__-;; FRANCE
Ame: OH YEAH FRANNNCEE!
[The two collapse laughing like idiots]
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Ame: I got a Nanooo!!
Nad: REALLY! WHAT COLOUR?
Ame: White.
Nad: Cool! Now we're like you know...erm...What do they call them?
Ame: We are iPod Ying Yangs!
Nad: COOOOOOOOOL.
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Nad: I saw Rain on MTV [I usually despise him but being nice since Ame loves him]
Ame: I knoowww! Everytime he was on TRL I was either at tuition or with my friends
Nad: So he really does get clothed by Louis Vuitton ah?
Ame: Yeah, so if I marry him I get their clothes and handbags too. Cool kan?
Nad: YEAH! And like, if I marry Dougie I get clothed by erm...[Thinks of Dougie's endorsements]....erm....[Can't think of any]...
Ame: Dougie, urgh.
Nad: That's not fair. I was nice about Rain.
Ame: Fine, Dougie is okay lor.
Nad: Yeah, and Rain is okay tah.
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Nad: I regret buying the Nano.
Ame: WHY?
Nad: Such a rip off man. I could've gotten Creative's Zen which is much better.
Ame: Oh.
Nad: Yeah, when my iPod froze I told everyone not to buy it.
Ame: -__-;
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paloi can? hahah i miss nadia. WELCOME BACK TO BRUNEI THOUGH WE SHUD TALK SOME OTHER TIME <3

so taa~
Amelia.
i'll spend a lifetime with youuu~