i love my friends. not all btw.

nadia - you paranoid banana. of course its not you. why would it be you? *emo* or did you do something to me? DID YOU? haha <3
karen - dimsum girl. you really rock my world. my dimsumgirl. i never thought i'll find a girl from northern china ... etcetc. HAHA LAWA KAN THE SONG. i know =)
esther - learn meditation. lmao =) how much? ;)
daph - HAHA. =) heys you. you tag more now. i likeee. hehehe
gary - hey garry.
alex - apakan. does the song have anything todo with theraphy? hahahah HI ALEX =)
judith - EH YOU. WHEN YOU COME BACK? i miss you ttoooo. not only becky wahh =) <3
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first thing to know abt amelia when she blogs.

- when theres too many smileys, things arent going good.

heh. anyhoots, i didnt sleep. i went to bed at 10 but i didnt sleeep. and everytime i did, i somehow got nightmares. =( becky not to fret, i shall tell you on the phone. i couldnt keep my mind blank, things keep on running in my head =( now, i have fucking big eye bags and im hell tired cause i didnt sleep. oh thank you, you riuthawriehsipuhfzhbfzuyfjnbeeyatch. i'm out with agnes in two hours and im tired and grumpy and sad =( and not happy =( and yeah. this is stupid. some people ought to die and burn in hell. and i dont care if thats too tough. screw it. and i couldnt do anything except wait in bed, check the clock every 10 minutes and go to the toilet every hour just to pass the time. i couldnt do anything at all. :| then when it was exactly 8 this morning and my mom woke up. i jumped out of bed and ran to the one and only that made me happy. the computer :| and now espeed is fucking up on me. WHY DOESNT ANYTHING GO RIGHT? fuckingpieceofshit. ........

i love karen and becky and shandy who was you know, there for me. =) i love you guys so much <3. =)

and i have no phone credit. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. stupid dst charge so expensive for calls =( NO CREDIT YOU KNOW. how the fuck am i gonna message ppl now huh? HUHHH? shit i mus t remind my mom to go buy for me. =x bleh.

i hate sluts. not prostitutes. sluts. see the diff? bleh. byeeeee

amelia. ame. just not amy please. stupid name.