its funny,

but truth is, i never got over you. obviously you didnt have to get over me or anything but still yeah. i told everyone how very over i was over you and, everytime i saw you, i told myself ," amelia, you're over him" but really it wasnt. over the pass year everytime i passed you in school, or saw you opposite my class or see you walking near my class, it always made my stomach funny and my heart pumping. =) and the worst is especially when i see pictures of you& her. even till today, my heart still drops when i see the pictures @ friendster, whereever.. and im sure this will prolly still burn a tiny hole in my heart till abit later in life. sad yeah. i know =). as childish as i like to admit, i still dream of the day when we're finally actually friends and can talk and laugh about this time. but in the future, you just prolly wouldnt ever remember me anymore. i wish i could erase the memories of the first time i saw you, the first time we chat-ted, the first time you said thanks for a birthday wish/gift, the first time i heard you finally had a girlfriend. and all. it still makes me tear at the mere sight of you with her you know. really. and the song, fall to pieces - avril lavigne is my song for you. sadly, this year was your last in st'andrews and it kills me to know that i wont be seeing you ever again. =/

anyway, if you ever come across this site, and if you think that this whole post is for you (its most prolly is) then, i would love to wish you, the best of luck in everything that you do and that, you'd have a happy life =)

Love& all,
Amelia.