thnks for the mmrs

ellena and me

pink turtle (: thanks icky.

the group of animals at the end of my bed XD

the dogs at my tuition (:

oh goodness, I'm tired. i cant sleep at night. and i have tons on my head. =/

so here;
Yan - haha, yeah. i haven wear to tuition in awhile XD will do soon.lol
Elic - i dont like that song, i dont like akon actually. i find his voice very whiny. =x
Jim - yes, isuppose we do. haha like krysta said they are curls anywayXD
Krysta - i have always loved anything princess-y :D heeheeee. yes, british accents. =D
Esther - i saw your picture blog :D i love picture blogs. and you make me all envious can? its obvious youre having 2 million times more fun than WE ALL (all of us, in brunei) will ever have in this lifetime XD heehee. im glad youre having fun =) *hearts*
Gladys - you mean saturday night? yeah, i was in misato's with my mom for dinner (:
Sheryl - haha, and i saw you sunday too! XD
Eve - Thanks! (: yes, the song is super nice. =D im addicted =x heehee
Elena - haha. thank you XD altho you know lah, not gonna have curls for long ;) HAHA
Jeremy - i like purple too (: its a very pretty colour. haha
Hello Gary and Necrolic.

Yong Bo complained that the fonts are too small! and that he preferred my before layout. I agree the fonts are too small but thats the only way it'll look all feminine and crap XD harhar

We took our class photos and personal potraits yesterday and we took a monitor and monitress picture today. i total regretted my pictures. 1) I was in my baju kurong for both pictures. 2) i was in my baju kurong in both pictures -.- i wanted to wear my school skirt so badly, but something kept me fromdoing so. and its the last year too. bleh

I've been reading alot of my books for the past few days. i blame the books, they have all gotten me thinking about stuffs, about people i really shouldnt be thinking about. i wish rebecca or agnes would hit me over the head and tell me to stop.

I cried this morning in school, must have been the stress i have been going thru. it was an all of a sudden burst of tears, it kind of frigthened me alittle. but it was only for awhile.

someone asked me why i cried anyway. im touched he even bothered to ask (: heh

School has been insanely tiring.and boring.i love mse when i can just sit and talk to agnes. Today, we talked about what i was gonna do for my birthday and when i told her my plan she dryly told me," this is the best plan you've had for years." ahh.super agnes. haha XD

I'm thinking of doing in quiet this year. Just the three of us. not caring about anything else. but im not so sure now. My dad just told me he might have to leave to singapore on the 19th for some crazy meeting he has to attend.

my dad has never missed my birthday before.

I'm afraid it'll be the first =/

also, i have painstainkenly given up my awful habit of finger biting for five days (and counting) and im not seeing results. very depressing.

Is it so wrong to be worried about so many things? i dont know.

I'm sorry i'm ranting today. i dont usually do this. just i'm feeling super emo. must be the book i'm reading.

Love,
Amelia

p/s try not to comment anything esp not you alex. i am in no mood to be in the "you have to be crass and etc" thing or " less QQ more pewpew". i am a girl. i have my girl times. & right now, honestly i'm thinking of stripping the tagboard off.

i kind of hate myself right now.