you never really left mymind.

My tagboards so empty! *whines*
heeheee

Anyway I was deeply insulted just now by someone. Apparently, i'm failing in my english language just because i couldnt say smoothly the words: pneumonia and immunodeficiency. How the hell was i supposed to know that the P in pneumonia was supposed to be silent? its not like i use that word everday. pfft.

and then he said this," You should read more ENGLISH books." like as if im some kind of retard who doesnt know english. and then he proceeded in saying quite loudly some embarassing stuff infront of everyone else.

first off, i think my english is quite good as compared to others. sure, i get abit nervous when reading infront of people and therefore why my words sometimes comes out all broken and shit. But still, my english is still good. i have never failed to get a quite good credit if not, still a credit in my english papers and have always gotten an A /A1 in my english papers for public exams. My composition get good marks and grammer is not bad.

second, AT LEAST I KNOW HOW TO SPELL COUNCILLORS. and not COUNSELLORS. -.- pfft, and you're telling me i should brush up on my english. har har.

third, i read plenty of books. i HAVE plenty of books.ENGLISH BOOKS. i dont converse in any other language except english. unless, when im feeling abit crazy and start speaking super broken chinese. but thats not the point here. The point is, i have read LOTS of books and hello, what have my pronounciation have anything with reading? its not like i freaking read aloud can. PFFT.

Goodness,i was so pissed.

On the brighter note, its been 10 days since i last bit a nail/finger. and i have close-to-normal fingers like everyone else :D im so happy. now noone can go, "eeee AMELIA WHY UR FINGERS SO UGLY ONE? "

And, i tear-ed listening to Carrie Underwood (who's absolutely gorgeous):
Don't forget to remember me.



18 years have come and gone
For momma they flew by
But for me they just drug on
We were loading up that Chevy
Both tryin' not to cry
Momma kept on talking
Putting off good-bye
Then she took my hand and said
Baby don't forget

Before you hit the highway
You better stop for gas
There's a 50 in ashtray
In case you run short on cash
Here's a map and here's a bible
If you ever loose your way

Just one more thing before you leave
Don't forget to remember me

This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home
and those bills there on the counter
Remind me I'm on my own
And just like every Sunday I called momma up last night
And even when it's not, I tell her everything's alright
Before we hung up I said
Hey momma, don't forget to tell my baby sister I'll see her in the fall
And tell mee-mal that I miss her
Yeah, I should give her a call
And make sure you tell Daddy that I'm still his little girl
Yeah I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be
Don't forget to remember me

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but
Lord I feel so small some times in this big ol' place
I know there are more important things, but
Don't forget to remember me
Don't forget to remember me

..
I find the lyrics super meaningful. and its a beautiful song. =)

Enjoy!
Lovelove,
Amelia.