when theres nothing else to burn. you've got to set yourself on fire.

REPLIES;
ELIC ; really? sorry lorr. i give u tomorrow XD
JEREMY ; hey you (: hahaha. popular? getting dissed for no apparent reason means im popular??? haha -_-
ELENA ; your hi very boring ):
ESTHER ; yes! i saw the picts :D thanks? :P:P haha I KNOW the guys here are super pathetic lor. =/ and desperate also (some. not all [: )
B (benny) ; EMO. hahaha
KIMPOSS ; i told you who right? bleh. thanks for helping me "rap" today HAHA
DESMOND ; you're super welcome (:
EDWIN ; wah. you were super emo after school today lor. you know agnes ai i were just joking right? (:

So yes, you must be wondering, why the hell is Amelia at home blogging when she's supposed to be in the middle of POTC3: At world's end.

Simple story. The father decided to not go fishing because of a wedding tomorrow. and The mother, on hearing the father has decided not to go fishing and would be staying home,decided to go refund MY tickets and suggested we catch the movie next week.

I am currently not talking to both of them,. fucking liars. and the mother "tried" to cheer me up by cooking my favourite fried sotongs and mushroom soup and favourite leafy vege all salty, the way i like it.

but no. They promised me. One would go fishing so i could FINALLY watch POTC (which i have been waiting SO patiently for the pass few weeks) knn. I swear, i am never going to let down my kids in this manner ever. pfft.

Like, why bother saying this and that and end up not fulfilling your promises anyway. fuckers. God. i hate promise-breakers. so un-meaningfull. and guess what the father suggested when he sensed i was angry.

" ok. i will send you to the cinema so you can watch alone ok."

WTF. YOU WANT ME TO WATCH THE FUCKING SHOW ALONE AH. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU. WHO THE HELL WATCHES A MOVIE ALONE?

knn.

yes, im extremely pissed. now i have to wait for a week before i can catch POTC3. and i dont know if i can even. stupid and i have to attend this stupid wedding tomorrow where it'll be fucking hot and i'd be sweating and the food wouldnt prolly be good even.

fuck man. my life these few days have been quite shitty. hmm

and new readers, sorry for ALL the vulgarities. I dont usually blog in such manner. its just that, some people pisses the shit out of me. if you get what i mean.

And, i'm not a bratty teenager. I am not a brat. I do not whine. Sure, i sulk and show my face but i do not whine and stamp my foot on the ground. and, i only do it when theres a valid reason.

And, i dont always get what i want. okay. i dont.

God, i hate the world sometimes.
I wish i was born in a different family.

Love,
Amelia.