Passing on.

Recently, I'm sure plenty of you would agree with me... A lot of people have been passing away. There's not a day that I don't hear somebody telling me that someone they know have passed away. Or, not a day that I don't read a blog, or see in the newspaper news that someone's had passed away.

And most of them young. I think its very sad. One day they're blogging and the next day, they're gone. Its so surreal. Hard to believe. Most of them were killed in road accidents.

Life is really short now, every thing's happening in the blink of an eye. We can never be sure if we're going to survive the next day now.

Its kind of scaring me. I can't imagine waking up, only to find out someone dear to be has passed on. What would I do? What would you do? Regret you've never told them how much they meant to you? or regret that you had shouted at them, cursed or screamed at them the hour before? I don't know. I simply cannot imagine. Especially the ones overseas. I think i'd be devastated if anything happened to my brother in Australia and I've not told him I love him. I think I'm afraid now. very very afraid.

Ko, IF you read this. Come back to Brunei when you're having your holidays?
I miss you really, I do.

Love,
Amelia.

p/s This whole death thing has really made me open my eyes to appreciate each and everyone of you. All my friends, enemies and everyone. I know this is a very emo post, but I'm in the middle of crying and my imagination is killing me. I don't like this one bit.

We can never be sure whats going to to happen tomorrow, or the next hour, or the next minute or second. Every second counts now yeah.

Oh shit, I'm really extremely emo. Excuse me. =/