Last day 07'

Well, I had to. Its the last day of 2007! I shall therefore blog an extra long one. All text, no pictures just the way you readers like it. and yes, its because I am awfully bored and it IS new year's eve and there IS absolutely nothing to do... (okay, i know that nobody is going to be reading thru this crap. Skimmy thru yes, maybe. But to read every word.. I doubt it :P)

My life is SO boring sometimes. blah.

REPLIES!;
ELENA ; haha. yes, i suppose getting sick can be kind of good when we get to lose weight ~ KIND of tho, the feeling was absolute crap ;(
ESTHER ; hey! I love the pictures of your doggy on your site. So cute!! and yes, water log: the only exciting ride left in JP and its not even THAT exciting. haha so depressing.
GLADYS ; Hi! when I try accessing the site tho, its apparently 404 error: page not found :S

Anyway, here's what I hope to achieve in 2008:

1. To not make so much "enemies". So i'll get less "sour/black" faces and less "rumours" will be spread round about me (you know who you bitches/bastards are) and i will be "cursed" less, so i'll stop sneezing so much.
   
2. Be more lady-like-ish and make my daddy happy that his daughter is finally acting like a girl.
3. To blog on a daily thingy :S or at least sometime a week lah :D
4. Take more pictures!
5. Get my hair curled
6. Enjoy 2008.
7. Get thru my acedemic stuff
8. Driving License please?
9. Improve in golf. Like, seriously. Gotta be better than those kids I see in the driving range T_T. Makes me feel so useless in the world.
10. To improve on my Mandarin and Hokkien.
    

Are those considered resolutions? I don't think so? I don't know. Oh well. Same shit right? :S

Tomorrow, for the new year's.. heading down to Empire with Diana Love (Becky can't make it this year pfft) for a day of fun in the sun. I am ecstatic. I wanna feel my skin BURN. like get this HUGE sunburn before school starts. Harhar. -.- That'll show them. (show who exactly?? ah crap.) I think I wanna look more "sportier". Wouldn't that be fun? a sporty Amelia. mmm..

Also, this HUGE question has been bugging me:

DO THE PEOPLE WHO APPEAR IN OUR DREAMS EXIST IN REAL LIFE?

Really loh, I was wondering.. Cause that night, I had this dream and well, there's was this human (gender not stated) and he/she was absolutely breathtaking. And it was insane. I mean, he/she looked completely normal but something lah. AND, he/she looked SO familiar like I've seen him/her before. It was SO weird. So like, that got me thinking lah. Do they actually exist?? !!

Also, Right now. The only person I wanna marry (Star, if you read this.. don't go all Emo on me. I'm just saying 0=P) is... KEVJUMBA. Like, seriously :D haha. I watched his latest christmas post and i was like all fangirl like i tell you. like *swoooooon* :0 haha. Team up his super sexy accent and his face and his actions. they = love. :D hahahahaha :P

Apart from my sudden desire to wanna marry Kevjumba... my ass is hurting right now. From all the hours sitting on my bedroom floor with this damned laptop on my lap and my back propped against my bolster on my bed. Both, my ass and my back is hurting like shit T_T and I think the laptop is burning a hole in my business text book 0=D haha. Oh well, sometimes that what thick books are helpful for right?

Speaking of books, I finally gave P.S I Love You by Cecilia Ahern a try since I heard a movie based on the film is out and well, King Leonidas is one of the main character.. so it should be good? Whatever. I read the book and I CRIED BUCKETS. Like I literally cried buckets of tears towards the end of the books. It was that sad. His last message was the worst, it turned on most of the waterworks and my brother was like ,"dude. stop crying already T_T" haha. And when I told the story to my mom, I CRIED again. Its like a korean movie acting up on me. ~_~ I have not cried because of a book for SO long. It felt amazing.

Also, whats amazing. I cut my nails finally because they became such a burden. Like such a HUGE burden. I couldn't type properly, I couldn't write properly.. Messaging on the cell phone because so difficult and applying face masks was horrible ~_~ and oh yeah, i chipped on of my nails. So the long nail, however pretty they were when painted up.. had to go :( But, i'm not complaining. It felt good when i snipped them all off :D

Oh wow, I've been typing non-stop for quite some time and its feeling good. I like when ideas just keep on streaming by and it all happy-happy until you reread what you've typed and realise some are completely nonsensical and shit. Oh well. Might as well right? :D

Since, I think and am absolutely sure even if some of you bothered to read up to here, you guys should have probably given up already since all have been crap. So i can simply type what I wanna type right? Without giving a baboon's ass thought whether you think I'm being a kambang-ass person or whatever?

Thats the thing. I care about the impressions people have on me too much. I was I was more like XiaXue and not care about what people think. I think I lack Self-Confidence (no shit Amelia, what do you think. -.-) Yeah, i know I do. Its just, really bad loh and its annoying. and yeah :(

Anyway, I was in KK right and I was like in search of some serious jeans. Like, proper jeans. (not bragging or whatever) ALL my jeans now are too loose/baggy and makes me look like I have zero ass. Like, seriously. I have no ASS at all when I wear my jeans. And That's kinda bad since I am wearing my jeans to school and they don't look nice at all. I mean, who wants to look at a chick with no behind whatsoever? T_T and I look SO sloppy with them baggy jeans. Pfft. So yeah, moving on.. I was looking for them jeans right. and upon losing the extra weight, I have since lose 3 pants size :D So, I'm quite the normal size right now. Hee. Okay, not a good thing because.. ALL the stores I went too (them being All the levi's stores in KK) ran out of my size of the jeans I wanted. So Its either I gain my weight on or lose more. I have decided to lose more :D hee. Go me. I need inspiration man. Not being able to eat everything and excercising is killing me :( I'm always giving in and stuffing my face and regretting afterwards. Boo.

AND. for the next CNY.. guess where I'm going to be celebrating it at? :D I'm excited. and Its confirmed already! :D The confirmation letter has been sent down from Singapore already so Yes, super duper excited. I even bought a new winter (yes, winter again :D) coat from KK and its SO pretty :D really, it has all these faux fur in there and its so uber soft :D heee. and it was a bargain at what? RM600. Yeah. :D Hee. Was so happy okay when I found it :D

Alrighty, I have typed down a whole lot. I'm now going to go watch TV or something. Brood around and get my ass off this floor. ITS SO NUMB T_T gah.

Have a happy new year you guys. Best of Luck for 2008 in everything that you guys do :)

Lovelove!
Amelia.

p/s: If anyone one bothered to read this whole shizz, thank you for wasting your time on my worthless words :P haha.

p/p/s: Also found this:

an english professor wrote the words :
"A women without her man is nothing"
on the chalkboard and asked his students to punctuate it correctly.
All of the males in the class wrote :
"A women, without her man, is nothing."
All the females in the class wrote :
"A women: without her, man is nothing."
Punctuation is powerful.

Kinda interesting si?