Because I'm a girl..

REPLIES!;
NAT ; thank you! I guess I do need the luck haha. Anyway, thats mean :P Alex isn't in this years BGIC. Why aren't you participating?
ALEX ; haha wat. I'm not a nub u feker.
ESTHER ; you're welcome! I hope you had a good birthday (: and and, yes so I heard about the eyecandies. HAHA XD
LINA ; haha thats such an overstatement. I wish I had more click than Rano :P haha would be cooooool
SHIM ; haha emo :P Nat and Alex are just jealous :P
FAUZI ; oh right! Mozambique! yes, thanks :P haha it is quite difficult (A).
DIANA ; aww, you won't be in BGIC this year. boo
NAJ ; aww :P haha i know we all are super bored. T.O.K essays are killing us. Damn.

Currently working on a 1000-word essay for TOK which is due tomorrow. I have currently done 400 words but I'm stuck and I don't know what to type already. I think I'm just gonna fit in some crap to like you know. Grr.

Tomorrow I'm also having a maths test on coordinate geometry and transformations on graph. Two of the worst out of my worst-topic list in maths. & trust me, I have tons. Basically, I'm really bad in maths. and I want to be good becauseee.... *cough* I mean, I have to right? I mean, its just maths.. :( bleh.

Apart from that I think photo-taking today was as per usual.. unsuccessful. I mean, i have managed to look bad in EVERY single class photo i've taken. Its either, my hair looks like crap, my eyes are closed or I have a really weird smile OR I look really fierce/old. Really! So today, i think the one thing out was my smile. I think I have the most awkward-est smile in the picture. I felt awkward. Like reallly reallly awkward so the smile must've looked extra forced/weird. Darn it. Most of the girls who bothered to dress up for the photo-taking all looked extra extra pretty! OH and i think I blinked in a couple of shots. So i'm prolly going to have a picture with my eyes closed. Argh.

Just typing out this blog for a little time off typing the damn essay. Listening to plenty of old-ish songs (: hee. Its like, reliving memories yo. Haha.

OH. Daddy's in singapore at the mo. Was late to school this morning because we (brother and I) had to send him down to the airport because he had an early flight at 8. and we were already running late.

OH and and, there was a bake sale today in school to raise funds for the Netball team. Not exactly a bake sale cause there were sausage rolls, break, Nasi lemak and stuff. Plus plenty of cakes and pastries lah. I over-ate/binged and ate 3 freaking chocolate cakes! Of different kinds. One was the triple chocolate brownie (3x the damage), a chocolate cake with this horrible-yummy-sugar-filled icing and sprinkles (was SO good.) and a chocolate swiss roll (which wasn't as sweet but the cream in between and sprinkles on top was just as killer as ising and triple chocolate thingo).

I feel so horrible now. I keep on saying I'm going to stop eating so unhealthy-ly and start eating healthy-ly and sensible-ly. But I keep on failing. And i'm getting SO lazy to exercise or do anything that requires me to sweat. Damn it. Okay. Okay. Tomorrow, I am going to TRY and adhere to the rules I have set myself to. After all, I still have to lose 8 more kgs. (I put on another 3 T_T Due to consistent eating and stuffing my face with good fattening food.) Argh. All my efforts all gone to waste. Grr. So frustrating okay.

Sorry for the girl-moment there. I better return to the damn essay. Blarghhhhh.

Lovelove;
Amelia.