Cause the sun don't shine.

Urgh. Can't be bothered with my malay :( But, I will get it done. I will!!!!

So right, I thought I'd type down some non-nonsensical crap on my blog for once today. Just in case (: hee.

Okay, I give up. I have nothing to blog about. I just wanted to waste my time so that I don't have to do my malay ): its that bad. Its like, what persoalans?!! damn.

Speaking of persoalans, Okay actually.. very irrelevant but shush. My school's having some kind of swimming event this friday and everyone is required to join. And well, I have participated in swimming events before.. 50 m freestyle, 200 m relay, 50 m breaststroke.. when I was in St'Andrews. So I thought it would be wise to just join in the 50 m freestyle just for the 'kicks'. Pfft. I am not absolutely giddy with fear of embarassment. because, I can't dive (i have tried. I EVEN WENT FOR LESSONS!) and I have not swam for quite some time already. What if I like, started swimming and forgot my strokes?!!! then what? That would be quite bad no? and appearing in a damned Swimming suit in front of everyone (including..) is a nightmare. Its good enough I'm SUPER insecure about my body. Do i really need to parade in front a whole bunch of people? And what if (or most probably will) I end up last???? SO embarassing can? Shit.

Great way to boost my self-esteem that is. Why in the world must it be compulsory? It'll be nice if we could do something else like... playing badminton or golf or something else........

Gah.

I should be practicing and shit, but I can't. My best friend is visiting and I assume she's still going to be staying for a couple more days! So the most I can practice is the night before. and that's still unsure. -_-" And i'm not practicing at night. My pool's just freaky at night. I'm 'scared' to go in alone ~_~ gah.

I think too much. Honestly I do.

On a brighter side, I passed my maths test today! Thats a relieve I think -_-"

STILL DOESNT HIDE THE FACT THat I have to go swimming. Maybe I'll be excused because of my best friend. I mean, they have to right? how can they let me swim if my best friend is with me?

~_~

Ok. must really start with my malay. Gah.

Lovelove;
Amelia.

p/s I find it really funny. Might be offending to religious christians, I do apologize beforehand.

Their "omg" phrases.

Jen: Oh lorddd.......
Chloe: godddddd....

Ame: One's lord, one's god. Where's jesus? :P

(ok. inside joke, you might not understand/get it)