Midnight Coward.

Its 2am. And I have not slept. And I have no intentions of sleeping tonight, or this morning if you may. I have music compositions with written commentaries and biology practical reports due tomorrow. Tomorrow! Today! I mean, yesterday's tomorrow which is basically tomorrow's today. If you get what I mean. I finished off my 3rd composition in a matter of 5 hours. 5 solid hours of sitting and staring at the screen. 20th century y'say. It sounds extremely random. I have rightfully titled it as "Neurotic Epilepsy" because I think that is what it sounds like. Like a neurotic someone suffering from epilepsy. Its not a very pleasant piece. But I like it. I do. And I'm not only saying it because I composed it. *makes a face* Aiman likes it too. Or so he says. Kenken said it sounds like 1) I don't know anything or 2) I am extremely good in it. Option #2 is very unlikely, so I think he might be implying I'm just bullshitting my way through. It is very sad :(

I am blogging now, instead of starting on my 3rd and last and most possibly the most difficult commentary because I need a break I suppose. I'm a little tired. But I'm pretty hyper. My eyes wide open and I'm drinking water like there's no tomorrow. I keep having to go to the loo ever 15 minutes. Its quite annoying really. But I'm reeeeeeal thirsty. I'm not hungry. I had tons of bread yesterday to eat and a rather hearty dinner. Speaking of food, I ran out of cereal.. and yoghurt and because I have not been able to go grocery shopping.. I do not have anything to eat for breakfast which is in 4 hours. This worries me greatly of course. I always look forward to breakfast. I suppose I must make do with my juice. Oh wait~ That's finished too :( I need to find this person who keeps finishing up my supply of juice at home. Grr. I suppose I'll just have to drink milk. Thank goodness for school being only till 11.45am :)

After I'm done typing a whole bunch of things and copy and cropping and pasting random bits of my pieces.. I will start with my biology practical. 3 of them to be exact. One of which I left in the school system. Which means, I will have to start from the very beginning again. Why am I so clumsy? Gah.

My best piece (and I'm absolute crap at composing). Okay, let me rephrase that. My Favourite piece would be my second piece. A piano sonata :) its sounds so happy and cheerful and bright and it makes me want to go frolicking in the great open paddy fields with butterflies and corn all around me and be happy all the time :) It does really. I want to be happy all the time. Happy is a a good feeling :)

Righteo. I shall go back to typing and thinking and drinking more water :)

Lovelove,
Amelia! ^_^