You're my heart.

REPLIES!;
LALA ; I get em online.
A-man ; EXCUSE ME. what do you mean, "finally one of your hearthrobs look like a bro." WHASSAT supposed to mean?! PFFT
ESTHER ; hehe, its okay! :) thanks anyway.
KEN ; i still don't get why you'd wanna stalk me :S so irrelevant.
ALEX ; did you? :S
QQDAH ; it was! :D


Right. Just finished watching Gossip Girl Episode 22. I'm so angry about the whole Blair and Nate :( They look so perfect, but the things they do! And Chuck is annoying the crap out of me, like.. why can't he just leave Blair alone?! EURGH ass. AND Serena, serves her right for not trusting Blair. PFFT Isn't that what best friends are for? So, they can look out for you and when they tell you something is wrong, you believe them?! instead of doubting them. grr

Anyway, I am a new found fan of the Korean BoyBand Big Bang, my favourite member being T.O.P because he has the sexiest voice ever. Its so deep! rawr :) and he looks so bad-boyish. Its so hot! :P Coming close in second would be G-Dragon, who does the super sexy 'Bass' in the beginning of Last Farewell. The other three members are adorable as well, Seung Ri (so baby-face!), Tae Yang (very hot piercing on his eyebrow) and Dae Sung (awesome vocals!!).

I absolutely love korean rappers. Like, raps being done in Korean. They sound so amazing.... *heart.

You know what else I love?

Rain in some awesome geekglasses and a bow tie ;) singing and dancing. (yeah, boys in glasses and nice hair is always the love)



YEAH I KNOW STUDY RIGHT :P

LOVELOVEx
Amelia.

At such great heights.

I am thinking it's a sign that..
the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and,
when we kiss they're perfectly aligned.
And I have to speculate that God himself..
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay.
True, it may seem like a stretch but,
Its thoughts like this,
that catch my troubled head when you're away..
when I am missing you to death.
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan the radio,
I hope this song will guide you home.

They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say.
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your machine.
But the persistent beat it sounded thin upon listening.
That frankly will not fly.
You will hear the shrillest highs and lowest lows with
the windows down when this is guiding you home.

♥

lovelovex
Amelia.

Because, you wanted the best.

It wasn't me.

Only the best sister eva ♥
sistaz4lyf

Right, you guys will realize me posting one or two pictures up each time I do a post. Can't be bothered to do a full throttle (whut?) picture post cause it'll be too time consuming.

Ah crap, kenken is harassing (HAHA NO LAH) me to start on my biology.

« Ken » says: (7:03:31 PM)
you sure know how to make a guy wait

Yes, I'm sorry ken. BUT SOON.

Anyway, just to remind myself:

IT STARTS TOMORROW.
I'M GONNA PROVE YA'LL WRONG.

[and by ya'll, i actually mean myself -.-]
(not that anyone has been saying I can't do it, on the other hand they've been telling me to do the complete opposite. but whatevs. I'm finally taking matters into my own hand *proud*)

/or not proud? why the hell am i being proud about that anyway. HMM

DOWNLOADING GOSSIPGIRL SEASON 2 EPISODE 22 NOW. BLAIR NATE BLAIR NATE BLAIR NATE BLATE BLATE BLATE :D whee.

LOVELOVE
AMELIA! :)

Don't tell me you're sorry.

REPLIES!;
DENISE ; I KNOW right, like i wished there was some kind of catalog (sp?) where we could just order em :P I'll be willing to pay the shipping charges!!!! hahahaha. wtf
ALEX ; it might just be something from xkcd. lol
KEN ; I'm sure if you asked chloe nicely, she'll let you :) hahaha remembrance forever kenken.
NAT ; yeap! They sure did. :) You'll see pictures of FB. Tons of them flying around.
QQDAH ; haha, atleast it made you feel something. I didn't really feel anything. HOPELESS i tell ya.

First off, I'm starting with: F- you. I don't need you to apologize for anything.
(I'll (might) be expanding on this more, in upcoming posts. Because if you know me, I don't let go of things easily.)

Second off, I'm going to be blogging a little less. (KEYWORD: little) Yes, because my exams are next week! And I'm filled for the whole first week with English, Malay, Biology and Maths. While my second week will only consist of English and Music and the last week....... Business! :D Yeah. But the first week is completely f-ed up, i mean seriously. Biology and Maths together?! Why the hell.

Third, I'm trying that new Thai restaurant in Kiarong tomorrow! Fauzay told me once, it was good. So i'm going to try it out tomorrow with mommy dearest. Jing Chew for breakfast today was awesome, as usual :D And lunch @ Manjaro's was mediocre. I think they're set lunches were too expensive cause their portions were SO tiny. Even after finishing every single thing in my set, I was still hungry :( and so I binged on a whole bag of Doritos. Yum.

Cooked myself an early dinner too! ^_^ Pasta with cheese and brocolli. And lots and lots of cheese and mixed herbs. Yeah, it was the 'add-water-milk-butter' kind. But still! I added like a bunch of stuff in to make it my own anyway. And, it was superb. *burp* Must've added too much salt tho cause I was SO thirsty, i finished two cans of soya bean. Not cool.

And I'm downlaoding 30 Rock. Tina Fey always makes me happy because she's awesome like that. Especially when she's pretending to be that woman from Star Wars. HAHA Dayum.

And I AM SO SO SO HOPELESS. Exams in 6 days and I have added approximately, 11 new movies to my "Movies-to-watch-or-download-after-ib" List. I will scan the list one day and you will gawk in amazement at my list ;p

Why am I like this.

Lovelove
AMELIA! :)

Cause when spring comes,

I'm going to pick flowers just for you.

Hello! :) Yes, I am supposed to be revising. Would you believe me if I said I'm on a short break at the mo'? Yeah- I thought so. Anyway, here's something I thought I'd like to share with you guys..

And introducing HEART-THROB of the month: Matt Lanter also knows as bad boy Liam on 90210. Isn't he just the hottest~~ I completely adore the combination of bright blue eyes and dark hair. SO awesome :P





Lunch at Le Taj was fantastic. Did you know, $5.50 for the vegetarian banana leaf set meal and you get to keep refilling your dishes? and you get like a whole tosh of rice as well with soup and dhal. So worth it, I can't believe I didn't find out about it sooner. I love that I can finish up everything and get em refilled again :D at no additional cost! *yes, i'm a kiasu like that sometimes ^_^* So yes, I did have a very big lunch :P

Also, I have a cut on my back which hurts likes shieet. It hurts when I touch it, or when I wear a shirt/ take a shower. And I don't know how I got it there. Mom says that I shouldn't touch it anymore because its going to be a scar. A scar?! on my back?! Dayum :(

Of which, Daddy dearest will be heading down to Hong kong, ShenZhen and GuangZhou for the next couple of days. Will be having breakfast before dropping him off at the airport early in the morning. Hmm.. I want to go travelling right now! I want to fly around Europe and sit aimlessly at cafes sipping tea/coffee and staring at the people walking past me and gaze in amazement at em speaking all those different sort of languages. Or just walk around and admire the sights and sounds that huge cities bring. I need excitement in my life T_T

That, or I just need to get IB done and over with. Why don't I feel the urgency to start studying?! WHY!

Damnit.

Lovelove,
AMELIA! :)

kerana aku cintamu~

(sung along to the tunes of Cicak Man by Nicholas.)

Okay, I know this person doesn't ever check my blog. But I lovelove love! this picture of us. haha, its such a pretty photo :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RANJIT!
18 and legal. Rawr :)

Also, today was a very very interesting day. I'm waiting for all the pictures to load onto Facebook. Its not cool yo! the internet is being REALLY REALLY shitty. Its not funny even. Grr. But yes, because today was the last school day ever, we all cross-dressed ^_^ Like, the boys came and wore skirts and girly shirts and cardigans and even heels... and some ever did the whole full thing complete with make up (I salute you Roslee ;) ) and the girls came dressed up as boys. :D (Najee and QQdah's were awesome!)

It was really fun tho, cause people were exchanging clothes early in the morning and like, apparently my "boy" pants weren't baggy enough so I ended wearing Ranjit's jeans which fit me just right, and was just a little more baggy-er. What does that tell you people? Amelia needs to stop gorging on food :P haha

And like, we did absolutely nothing in classes. Just spent time EATING (so much food! Cake, keropok, fruits, more cake, biscuits, puddings, pasta, chocolate and more more more cake. Soft drinks, green tea..) and watching videos (Mr Grieve's special video and Eagle Eye) and taking TONS of pictures :D hehe

And then, we all went home taking home our individual tee-shirts. (where we were allowed to write notes to each other and put them into these teeshirts (kinds like a P.O Box, as Elaine would put it)) And I read my notes in the car, and some of them (especially Fauzay's) made me cry upside down because it made me realise I'm going to miss some of you SO much, its crazy! :( Like, I can't imagine days without contact with you guys~

But here's the thing. We're done with school. We just have the damned exams in a week and two days. Then, 3 weeks of bloody papers (Non-business students will get off earlier) and then we're finally done. And, then it'll be prom and graduation and then... couple weeks later: Result day and then we can finally jump in the air punching the air with our fists and say that We've Done IB! :) HEHE.

Right, I know my posts are really concise and picture-less but the internet is shitty remember? And I think I am going to start properly revising for the exams tomorrow :D (I hope to God I don't procrastinate) and like, Good Lucks to all the ART students because they start their exams earlier than all of us (on Sunday actually) So yes :)

LOVELOVE,
AMELIA!

Nothing's making sense to me right now.

Ah Fck this.

I want to be just like Blair and Nate.

Really.

lovelove,
Amelia..

Nothing's making sense to me right now.

Hello! :) This week has been a blast! And I know its only half the week, and we've still got 3 more days to go. But its been all good. First off, the birthday was wonderful! I got wishes from all over the world (^_^) and hugs from so many people. I'm so happy people remembered ( i meant, those who sincerely remembered ;) HAHA i mean, come on' how many of you actually remembered instead of relying on those facebook reminders.. heh? :P HAHA) but yeah :) I still appreciated all those wishes tho, at least you guys bothered to wish me ^_^ and the texts too, and belated wishes... and presents! Got a lovely watch from a bunch of people, perfume, jewellery and a big set of Rain's Coming World Tour Premier set with DVDS and a Photobook and Tee shirt :D hehe, thanks Gary for that. Also got soft toys and a 'homemade' cd containing very nice song ;) hehhe, thank you all! :D i Love presents, and you guys sure know how to choose presents ;) Rawr. hehe

The Last Assembly (just now) was awesome! So many of us cried at the end and it was really sad because I've been spending 1 and a hlaf years with these people and we're finally at the end of the IB course and like, tomorrow will be our last day of school and we won't be 'classmates' anymore! It was so heartbreaking saying our goodbyes ish~ and watching the videos and old pictures. Reminiscing... and yeah. Its been great getting to know everyone :) and like, it was great being able to share this experience with all of you. Yay to us YR 13s (2009) :D

Right, I will be back soon and I will post pictures :) But people who have me on facebook, i've uploaded shitloads of pictures up already :) so go check em out if you wanna. There's still one more days worth of pictures I have to upload. Which i can't yet, because I have not taken those pictures :P (regarding tomorrow's pictures lah)

So I'll leave it at this for the time being, I'll be back real soon!

Lovelove,
Amelia.

He says he's so in love. He's finally got that right.

A HUGE THANK YOU,
for ALL the calls, texts, facebook messages, hugs!, presents, coffee and love that I've received this birthday.

So far, its been great turning 18
:)

I love you guys!

All my love,
Amelia.

Suitcases and travel bags.

Alrighty, this post is like an obligatory last few hours of being 17 post. (imagine dashes in between all those words.)

So while I'm typing this, I have The Beatles - All My Life playing in the background.

"There are places i'll remember.
All my life though some have changed,
Some forever not for better..
Some have gone and some remain..
All these places have their moments.
With lovers and friends i still can recall,
Some are dead and some are living..
In my life i've loved them all."

Yea. I suppose in a few hours time, I will have to accept the fact that I will no longed be 17. I have always been sort of in-denial about turning 18. When people ask me how old I will be turning this year/I am this year. I always say, "17." and my mom will be like, "technically, you're 18." but yeah. I'm sort of afraid about turning 18. 18 makes me sound so much older, like when I'm 18.. there's the couple of things that will be expected of me. ( I think I'll be writing something like this when I turn 21 as well~ hahaha)

What have these 17 years of living taught me? How much have I changed in this 17 years? What is being-18 going to bring me? So many questions. But these 17 years have been good to me :) Sure, I complain. But I'm so blessed in all sort of ways. And I know that. I've got people who love me. I have everything I need and more. I have enough on my plate, I have a wonderful place to live in, a super soft bed to sleep in every night and an excess of clothing apparels and shoes for me to wear.

So, I guess I should be finally looking forward to being 18 now. Time to let being 17 go. Time to be more mature (HAHA AS IF) and less procrastination (HAHAHA AS IF x2) and learn to be more appreciative of my life. :)

Does this make any sense? My english is horrid today.

Lovelove!
Amelia! (:

Suitcases and travel bags.

Okay, this is part two. Selected few from the swimming and monopoly session :)

Before anything though.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX! :)

Hope you have a wonderful day filled with joy and happiness for the many years to come. And stop being an asshole so much okay :) 18 liao OK. :P hahaha

Anyway, there was about 200 pictures taken at this time, but i'm choosing a few. and a few extra others will be up on facebook :D . I can't possibly upload all of em here so yes :D

Also, yes, some of those swimsuits do belong to me :P because some people didn't bring theirs and i conveniently had extras :D its all good ^_^ hehe

Kalowee bring SEXYBACK. :)

EVIL BUNNY/RABBIT FACES!

(1) KALOWEE :)

(2) BIBIAN

(3) NEWCOMER: BECKY

(4) NEWCOMER: DIANA

(5) THE ORIGINAL.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

Because I am strong :D
Don't underestimate my strength yo ;) HEHEH

But gah. Kalowee is stronger. She's carrying me and becky on her arms.

SPONGEBOB MONOPOLY :D
and its a 'ritual' to play monopoly every year at the annual sleepover @ my house :P

Yeah. :) next up will be the ones from empire! hehe

Lovelove,
Amelia!

Falling in love at a coffee shop.

Hello everyone :) I have tons to blog about now. Saturday night and Sunday afternoon. Its been pretty eventful, and its not even my birthday yet! :D I'm really feeling the love at the mo' Its all good. Its all good. Anyway, the pictures will come in multiple posts because there's SO much to post up and like, the internet is really crappy and it takes ages to load.

Anyway, on saturday. I had a small gathering over at my place for steamboat and swim. It was wonderful! Everything was finished and we sure did have tons of fun. Becky and Diana slept over ;) And like, the next morning, we went for yummy dimsum :) and yes.

here are some pictures before the swim! :)

your biggest nightmare.
Damn. I look like a dinosaur.

Chloe had tons to drink that night :P HAHA

You don't even wanna know :P HAHAHAHAH WTF

♥

:) till the next post :D reallll soon.

Lovelovex
Amelia.