I have long neglected this blog and I feel awful about this.
I have something to say and until I get my shit sorted out I'll return to the blogging scene.
I am not right in the head and I need to fix myself instead of pretending to the world that I am okay, that I am sane, that I am happy.
I am horribly unhappy with who I am. Yet again.
Anybody willing to lend some good advice etc, you know where to contact me. (aka in person or emails etc-- i will appreciate it.)
Right now I just need to focus on not trying to kill myself.
Lots of love,