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im pissed. very very pissed. i've just finished ranting to becky on the phone for 30 minutes. im stressed, very very stressed. really i am. =( :'( I FEEL LIKE CRYING MY LUNGS OUTTT. and the only person who knows what is going on is becky so dont even try to guess ok. !%^#&@%(*&$@(*&$@ cause even if you wanna know, i'm not gonna tell. =( im goonnna keep it all inside until my lungs feel like bursting and my heart feels like breaking =( i wanna cry till my eyes are fuck swollen till they cant be swollen no more and i want to. bite alot of people. bite, kill whatever is better. is it so difficult to refrain yourself from saying "anything, or, whatever, or, anything also can la"? ????? THE ONLY FUCKING REASON I FUCKING ASKED YOU FOR YOUR OPINION WAS TO HEAR YOUR OPINION OK.not to head, whatever or shits ok. MUTHAHUMPERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS &#$&^ grr.