Sad la.

Oh dear i just realized how ganas my last post was. But, i AM stressed out la. Bleh so i'm sorry about all the swear words and shit. Bleh. Sorry yes.

There's so many things thats sad. Why is it that everytime a girl has this huge crush on this guy.. She like doesn't have the guts to talk to him, she gets all shit nervous and stuff. And i don't only speak for myself i speak for all the girls in the world. I mean, cmon ok.. You'll be shitting me if you say you've never been in this situation ok. Its true wah. And.. What if this guy right, you don't see him everyday in school? Only because he's in a completely different school.. And everytime you do get to see him, you're all shy and shits? Sad huh? Bleh. And then, everytime before you see him, you promise yourself that you'll finally pluck the courage to talk to him but of course, you wont when you see him. Bleh sad la.

Therefore the quote..
I'M NOT THE GIRL WHO JUMPS AT THE MOMENT TO TALK TO YOU, NOR AM I THE GIRL WHO RUNS TO YOU WHEN I SEE YOU. I'M THE GIRL WHO DOES NOTHING AND ENDS UP REGRETTING EVERYTHING LATER. =(

really wah. And no, this isn't the reason i was mad yesterday. Bleh and thank you, jason yeo for the email. =) it did cheer me up abit hehes. And what i did today? Nothing special yes. The usuals since todays friday. I'm at malay tuition now and the teacher is nagging so i got bored and decided to blog. Cause i've been thinking alot about this person you see. And yeah =X heh. Grr. The teacher so damn annoying la. Bleh. Oh, and i went to the mall just now and jalaned around lor. Thats all and then i had the long awaited maths tuition. Haha. Ok not really, not for maths anyway >.< haha.

I don't know if this entry is long.. But using phone to blog it looks pretty long leh. But oh well. I don't have anything to blog about liao. But the teacher is still nagging so i shall blog nonsense. Haha. =)

right now, Shandy's beside me twirling her pen, while andrew is infront of me staring at the paper since we're studying ringkasan now. Haha and Hon is looking at teacher. On the other table, Veronica is.. uh. I dunno how to describe haha and Hui King is drawing on her paper or is she doing the ringkasan? Hmm. And here i am blogging haha. Heh the annoying teacher is now asking Hon whats the difference between sympatize and pity. Bleh. Wtf can? He's so bleh. Haha its raining outside now heavy and with thunder and some lightning which is good cause its not so hot since i'm wearing double layer and long jeans and my hair is down. Don ask why i don't tie my hair. Sadly, unfortunately.. I lost my rubber band. I must have left it in maths tuition. Ah damnit bleh. Heh. Shandy just talked to me. She says i've been playing with my phone since i came in. Oh good. The teacher just stopped nagging not that i'm gonna stop blogging bleh. Unless he catches me then there'll be trouble. I'll just say i'm messaging my dad heh. We're doing a malaysia form 5 paper. And teacher says if those malaysian fellows can do it, why can't you? Knn obviously, malaysia's malay language higher standard ok.

Gawd. Its getting cold now. Hooray. This is making me miss korea's weather. I wish it snows in brunei. Now, that would be fun. We'll have more clothes and winter clothes are so cute ok. Totall cutenes and then we can do snow angels! Haha fun wah. Then we can ski at the shahbandar hill. Haha and stuff. Then we can have all those snow shoes and boots aiya. I want snow! And then we all shall be fair and pink and our hair shall always be in the better condition. Heh.

I better stop now yes. Should be long la i type so much. I bet i'll get a shock when i check the computer, the paragraphs are so little then i shall scream. Haha

<3,
Amelia.