You're the one that I want

Here we are, a bunch of pictures very much very much delayed :P but yes, enjoy the pictures! ^_^ I love the connection here, it's so quick to upload the pictures up. Simply lovely! Halloween this weekend, what are you guys going to be? :P I have not decided. HMM.

I am sure I don't have to caption every one of my pictures :p they are pretty obvious what's happening in them so yes :)

Will blog soon!

Double cream ice-cream.

*yum*

In the oldest pub in Edinburgh!

Honeyyyy :) :)

I miss Scamp so much :( and Melody darling too!

Good times, good times.

Love love!

Amelia X

They long to be close to you.

Hello, hello :) It's that time of the week again, except I didn't exactly blog last week but yes. Have been extremely busy and tonight is one of the few nights I'm not exactly doing anything.It's nearly 11pm and I'm sitting down with my shorts and a bowl of super noodles (instant noodles) blogging, listening to music, thinking, and most of all.. missing a shit load of people and wishing you guys were all right here with me, cramped pack into my little room :) I'd imagine the things with you guys, individually. I dream about walk in the parks with Dennis, hand in hand whilst talking about everything and nothing at all like we always do. I dream about walking up and down Union Street, shopping and having a ball with Amilyn. Fawning over books and walking about the campus with Rebecca. Eating and eating and eating while talking and laughing really loudly till people give us dirty looks with Chloe (and shopping too!). Meeting up in quaint little cafes with lovely soup especially and really good desserts with Fauzi. Walking about M&S with Diana, discussing groceries! and all the products. I honestly, really miss you guys. And if I've not mentioned you, don't worry about it. I miss a shitload of people now. Can't possibly list everyone out ;) If you think I'd have a reason to miss you, I probably do. :)

I must say tho, Emotional Eating will be the death of me. That's fo sho'. I have just finished the whole bowl of super noodles (which was very yummy btw) and I'm still hungry! it is so uncool. I had a foot long sub for lunch, ice-cream sundae and cheese baked vegetables for dinner and about 4 slices of toast with margarine for breakfast. My eating habits are extremely appalling but hmm. What to do? -.- Oh well. At least I have been trying to get some uh physical exercise into my life. Not that it will be much of a help considering me eating.

The thing is, since tonight has been the first night in many nights I'm alone in my room and of course I sat down and thought about my life. And I was thinking about so many things it sort of overwhelmed me. Alice comes in to have a little chat, I talk and then I burst into tears because some things are just so overly frustrating. I'm not home-sick. It has nothing to do with Brunei. But, just some of my issues over here. I wanted to be able to call either Chloe or Becky because they always have something to say to make me feel better. But I can't because there's the whole 7 (soon to be 8) hours difference. No, I wasn't gonna wake them up just to listen to me whine about how undecisive I am and how I'm not ever sure about my decisions and all my what if's. No, I'm not all that selfish yet. Not yet. But Alice was a pretty good replacement :) She listened to me, gave me honest replies, I burst into more tears, we talk a bit and then she leaves and I start my emotional eating regime. Just stuff myself till I can't feel anything. Till I feel sick and want to sleep and I don't know. Just that, if you know me, you'd know I absolutely hate making decisions. Especially when the decision depends solely on me and no one else can make the decision for me. I hate it.

I'm still unsure about my decisions. Time will only tell if everything will be alright. Halloween's in a week. Brunei and Christmas and family and friends in about 2 months. Am I excited? I don't know. I certainly can't wait to see the bunch of you :)

I guess I'll go. I'll post up pictures real soon! :) Its been a while since I've put a whole bunch of text up, I'd be guessing about 5% of you would read this whole thing. It's alright, you don't/didn't have to read. :) I love writing, it takes my frustration off things something. Like a diary, my blog where I just jot things down. Express myself..

Lots and lots of love,
Amelia x x x

I miss you.

Crack an egg on your head (slap her head)
Let the yolk go down (run your fingers down her back)
let the chills go up (run your fingers up her back)
let the chills go down (run your fingers down her back)
(3x the whole thing)

Concentrate, Concentrate. (say this while snapping your fingers in her ears)

Stick some pins in your back, (poke her back with all your fingers simultaneously)
Let the blood run down (run your fingers down her back)
let the chills go up (run your fingers up her back)
let the chills go down (run your fingers down her back)
(3x)

Concentrate, Concentrate (snap your fingers again)

Stick a knife in your back, (make a fist and gently punch her back with the part of your fist with the thumb and forefinger)
Let the blood run down (run your fingers down her back)
let the chills go up (run your fingers up her back)
let the chills go down (run your fingers down her back)

Concentrate, Concentrate (finger snaps again)

~-~

I really do.

Love,
Amelia X

Maybe 6ft isn't so far down.

REPLIES!;
ROSLEE : Hey! :) Howchu doin?
TING: Haha, yes :) It's been 4 weeks abroad now. And I know right, it seems soooo long ago. Thank you! ^_^
NAT : Yes natty, that would be the best advice to not get into such situations :P I dont have a pepper spray tho.
ALEX: Hi ALEX! :) haha and yarz I really dont think martial arts will do any good. I can get a rape alarm for £2.50 tho. Haha it's cute-ish and makes the loudest most annoying sound eva.
CHRIS: I am! Plus, you skped with me a little. So it's all good even if you couldn't talk :P
JIM: I do! But sometimes i just can't be arsed so I completely just ignore it :P hahaha
SHEV: Why hello miss. :P

So you guys must see the pattern now. I sorta update once a week or something. I might do more when I uh settle in more :P I love uni life (so far in)! I'm pretty sure I won't be saying that when the load of assignments and crap I don't get start coming in but for now it's been absolutely lovely :)

Last week was really busy tho. Had sleepovers for about 5 days in a row. Tonight we're gonna have another one! So it's all good. Gotta love a room filled with crazy girls just talking loud, (probably annoying the shit out of my neighbours) and laughing till we fall asleep. It's all good :)

Konstancja might be dragging me to a gymnastic class tonight. I don't know! I'm SO not flexible -_- but yeah, we will see. I am so lazy/ I hardly do any exercise and all I do is nom nom nom eat eat eat non-stop. It's no wonder I'm expanding sideways (don't judge me! :P) haha I really miss like real chinese food back home tho. :) Soon enough, soon enough.

I LOVE the weather here! It's so nice and cool with just the right amount of sun. I love it! :D OOh, I'll do another post of my favourite buy so far!! (And i've done a shameful amount of shopping T.T) but this one is just the best so far. I love it! Not worn it yet but yes. Some other day.

Pictures! Because I need to cut the post short cause I need to clear my room/print some crap/ collect calculator and reply emails! Gosh, i apologize to people i owe emails to!! I've been horribly busy. Gah.

Had dinner last night at an awesome spanish restaurant/bar :D
unlimited tapas for £10!! But we had to pay for dessert and drinks so it came to about £20/person :P I was lucky tho, Shev's boyfie: Jin, paid for my dessert (which was very nice btw) :D

Helen :P

Yes, I was really not ready. That's Jin!

With sheeeevieee :)

Alice& Helen :)

Awesome Sangria!

Believe me when I say. BLOODY AWESOME FOOD! I finished everything-ish :P
+ a caramel dessert and sangria = so fulfilling meal :) :)

I do hope every one of you are good and well :)

Lovelove!
AMELIA :)