Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Still, I don't know which way to go.

"To live in this world, you must be able to do three things: to love what is mortal, to hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it; and, when the time comes to let it go, to let it go." - Mary Oliver
Hellllo! :) I might actually start going private again just because there are a couple of issues that I am not impressed about at the moment, and I don't want to risk people (who aren't supposed to read it) reading it cause it'll jeopardize a whole lot of shit and then start shit up, if you know what I mean.  That's the problem with the internet. It's all awesome and super duper but it's just really not safe. Everyone gets to access anything, even when it's "password-protected" there will always be ways to access the site. It really is quite annoying. But, I've got a whole lot of matter in my head (nothing boy related, thank goodness, for the first time right? :P) that I am pretty sure my friends are sick of listening to so, I'll need some place to vent. Can't think of anywhere better than my lovely blog which just recently turned 5 years old on the 3rd of October! :D

I am so glad I decided to start my own blog 5 years ago. I'm so glad I'm able to browse through my archives and read about all the shit that's gone down in my life. Good times :)

Anyway, I totalllllly digressed there. But yeah, I might do the whole password thing but it's not that big of a deal right? lol I'm one of the few readers of my own blog. (totally countable, I know for a fact that Shevie reads my blog pretty often. Not sure bout the rest :P) sooooo kewl.

I've been so busy! :) Yesterday, I was barely home! and it felt SO good! :) I had swimming from 7.30 till 8.30. Classes from 10 till 3pm and dance from 4 all the way till 9.30 and then dinner with Allisan which lasted till 12 midnight?! By the time I reached home I was well exhausted, took a shower, hit the sheets and I was asleep in a second! It's been ages since I've been to sleep without tossing and turning around! It was GREAT! :D Slept all the way till the morning. Just perfect. I wish I could go to bed lie that every freakin' night!!! :D

So, life's been pretty decent. I mean, it's been good to me :) I am so thankful for so many things in my life and I probably say this a lot but, really :)

Right. I'm gonna have a small snack, get ready and head out for dance!



  1. Yeah, keeping your blog private can help. I understand having one as a diary, much as I do. I recently had issues with one of my former friends reading something on there and making a big deal out of it.

    Fact is, we either write for ourselves or for others. Sometimes these boundaries are skewed, but I imagine you write here mostly for yourself rather than others.

    However, if you feel like I do then you hate the idea of writing something, or expressing your feelings to no one or just to a box. Better to have the presumption that someone might read them. I seem to write differently under the presumption that someone might read it, helps me understand myself better if I write it in a way that someone else could understand.

    Good luck with stuff.

  2. Anonymous8:49 AM

    Hi Amelia -

    I've only just started reading your blog, but you have a wonderful way of putting it all out there that makes me want to keep reading. Congrats on five years!


  3. @Haley, aww, thanks so much! :) Glad you enjoy reading. Hehe

    @Ordos, I like how you said, we either write for ourselves or for others. It is very true :) I think I'll just stick to a public blog and screen out things that I don't want certain people to find out about. :P