Hazy

I watched you sleeping quietly in my bed
You don't know this now but there's some things that need to be said
And it's all that I can hear, It's more than I can bare

What if I fall and hurt myself?
Would you know how to fix me
What if I went and lost myself?
Would you know where to find me
If I forgot who I am,
Would you please remind me oh?
Cause without you things go hazy..

Last night you told me that in this week, you feel like you're more in love with me than ever before. All morning, and all night after that, it's all that's been repeating, going on and on in my head. I am glad, I am happy, I am relieved to hear you say that almost. I've never been in relationships for longer than 10 months and whenever I see my friends around me with relationships that last more than a year even, I ask myself.. how do they do that? How does one stay in love for so long.. but you know what? We're coming to our 16th month this coming weekend, and I finally get it. When you're with the right person, being in love comes so naturally. I don't ever have to try too hard to love you or make you love me. It really does come naturally. No matter how hard I try to love less because I am afraid of being hurt, I can't ever do it.

You pick me up when I am down, you provide your chest/shoulder for me to cry on, you comfort me when I need to be comforted, you make me laugh as much as you can. Most of all, you try to keep me happy as much as you can.  

Yat Jun, you are my one in a million and I am so happy and blessed to be in love with you.

Lots of kisses,
Amelia xoxo