Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Worst day of 2014

It's been a while since I've posted anything personal, but tbh I have been so caught up with life  I've not even had time to sit down and read about new beauty products that's out and about awaiting me..

Anyway today's been a pretty disastrous day so I thought I'd make a note of it on my blog. Haha! It's been a while since I've had terrible days. Like I used to, but then it sort of stopped for a bit because I was too busy to get involved in shitty things but today. DAMN SON! It's been a while. I almost didn't know how to deal with it.

You know what's worst than being called out on all your bad habits.. or bad character.. it's being called out on it in person, out loud, in the open. And, not in a joking way or non-negative way and definitely not in a way that that person wanted you to feel OK about it. I mean, it's okay if that person wants to call you out on it but is not 100% there to make you feel like shit. But nope. Nope. Nope. Like as if I needed that "gentle" reminder of what an imperfect person I am and how all my efforts to change are completely futile seeing as I'm still being called out on this. 

THEN, to make matter worst on the way home today. (I swear my eyesight is failing me)  but I didn't see an uncle on a motorcycle coming my way while I did my usual left turn omw home. Wow. DAMN. This uncle be mad. He stopped my car and SCREAMED at me for a good 15 minutes (all completely in BM and it's not my strongest language in the world) and all I kept saying was Sorry, tak nampak. Sorry. Sorry. I think I must've said SORRY like 15 million times and he kept screaming at me saying, "Sorry, buat apa????" and he repeated that like 20 million times. SERIOUSLY. What is up with these people. I say sorry OK lo. Not like I actually hit you. KNNCCB. And then he was like "Sorry for what, if there's a dead body what are you going to do." WALAO. Obvs there is no dead body so what DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? Argh.

Also, I come home to my car insurance waiting to be paid. #nuffsaid


Damn, I've missed typing out loud on this space. Haha.  I am super excited bout this weekend! hanging out with muh gurl Swan on Sats and Alli on Sun. SO HOORAY. I can't wait. Even if I am already broke as fuuuuuuuuh.

Lots of love,

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