|I need to remember this all the time.|
I've been lucky enough to catch both my beloved ying and yang; Becky and Chloe on skype! It's so lovely hearing their voices, makes me feel like I'm at home. But of course, I'm not. I miss home so much, it is so uncool! I don't know why I'm not going back for Xmas instead of my mom coming here. I make such stupid mistakes sometimes.
I just wanna get away from here. I am quite miserable at the moment. I am thankful for the friends I have here who try their best to make me feel good, and trust me, I do feel good when I'm around my friends and we laugh and talk rubbish and eat good food. But when I'm alone, I think I might actually wanna do something stupid. It's horrid.
I love the MacBook Pro's keyboard! I wish I could get a new laptop. I'm so low on funds right now! Need to be better with my finances. grr.