Yearning is a kind of sickness.

I am hoping that this time next year, I will be in a happier state of mind. I am hoping and I am praying and I am wishing.

This time last year, I was getting geared up to head down to London town with Jun, Diana and Cheryl for Big Bang, Duck&waffle, Tonkotsu and Meat liquor.

Just some throwbacks..

And then there's me this year.

*inserts picture of me with haggard looking eyebags and nothing to look forward to*

Hahahahahahahaha.

I am the sort of person that needs to have something to look forward to in life so that I can keep going.

At the moment, everything is kinda blah and the only thing I can look forward to is heading back to Brunei mid-January and then CNY break with my parents.

Yeah.

But even that's still a month and a half away.

For the month of December...... practically nothing.

This sucks.

Going to head over for a Facial sesh this afternoon with Hazel and hoping to squeeze in Frozen at the cinema too. I am just so tired and I've been sleeping so dangerously close to the side of the bed that I always wake up in the morning because I feel like I'm falling over (because I was falling over-- that's how close I have been sleeping to the side of the bed).

dafuq right.

Need to move to my own room ASAP. Although, I am a little worried cause there is no air-con and no fan in the room. NO AIR-CON and NO FAN. FML. I have a little standing fan that I am pretty will NOT keep the sweating at bay.

tis' the ghetto part of life.

Haih.

So much to do and so little time to do. But positive side, time moves pretty pretty swiftly when there's lots of crap to get down. So thank goodness for that.

Hope everyone has a better December than I will!

xoxo
Amelia.