Your head on my chest,
I'm tracing crop-circles into your skull-

I wonder if you can hear my heart;
You say it's beating ," I love you, I love you."
That maybe true,

But I think it is saying," Don't leave me, Don't leave me."
because everyone always does.

And I'd like you to stay.

Lovelove
Amelia X

Oh just leave me now.

Hello! :) :) First, I feel like SUCH a glutton. I'm eating every minute of the day and it shows now :( quite depressing if you ask me. But, what to do! what to do!! Hmm Been having wonderful weather for the first 3/4 of the week. The minute the weekend looms in the rain and the wind just keeps pouring. Most uncool.

So, what have I been up to? The usual, university life. Only except, this week is reading week and therefore I only had like 1 set of classes to attend. It was very nice :) I honestly cannot believe it's Saturday already! one more month till I'm back in Brunei!! :) :) Back to Kolo Mee, lo han chai fan, roti kahwin, cakoi!!!! buttermilk buns. Oh gosh, I am so excited for the weight gain when I hit brunei soil next month :)

Last night, headed down town to catch Chicago the musical. It was really really good! first time ever catching a musical live tho, definitely an experience :) Also, the christmas market is up and running already and there's food from all over! Scottish, italian, french, german, spanish, oriental... and then little stalls selling knick knacks and whatsorts :) it was really good.







Right now, I'm debating to whether I should finally start my essay due in one day or not do anything at all. SO DIFFICULT. Gah~ the life of a procrastinator.

Heading out for indian food tomorrow night :) then possibly catching New Moon. I might actually have to catch New Moon twice because I promised two different people that I'll watch it with them. Damnit! HAHA oh well :) I love movies tho, so it's all good.

Also managed to watch Dogma again, with Max. :) I loooove Dogma!! Only the best movie ever!!! :D Altho, Max did bring up some interesting questions and I guess that's what happens when you actually watch the movie with someone :P

Yeah alright. I will go procrastinate a little before settling down to start my essay. Or watch a movie. Or both. hurhurhur.

Lovelove!
Amelia X

Some people die for love!

MANNN, i miss you guys! Each and everyone of you :)

will blog soon.

Amelia x x

And you feel like dying.

For a bit, then that's when you have people who come round to pick you up.

People who have mcdonalds with you at 10pm,
People who go crazy buying crisps and maltesers and tons of beer,
People who sit with you talking till 3 in the morning.
Comforting, hugging, telling you that you're worth so much more.
People you can count on.
People that you learn to love.
The sort of love that don't runaway just cause you're not within a 15 minute radius from each other.
The sort of love that stays and never leaves.
The sort of love that doesn't make you feel like complete shit after wards.
The sort that makes you happy and makes everything so much worthwhile.
The sort that stops all the lingering horrible thoughts at the back of your mind.

I'm grateful for these people, my friends.
I love them to bits and pieces.

Here's to a whole new chapter of my life.
It officially starts now.

Lovelove,
Amelia X

Sexy Love

I know, I know. Updating twice a week! Amazing innit? haha Em, yes. I'm home on a nice rain-less saturday night. Decided not to go out at all because, I am having a massive headache so I'm opting for a more relaxed chilled out evening/night. :) :)

So far, today I have watched Seducing Mr Perfect with the ever so gorgeous Daniel Henney, My Sassy Girl (the english version) altho, in my opinion, I rathered the original/korean version. Seemed more realistic, if you know what I mean. It still made me cry tho. I had slightly puffy eyes at dinner and Mia was like wtf haha. After this I am going to watch Windstruck (lovely movie!!!!) and Konstancja should be coming over at about 9ish. So I am all sorted out for this evening. it is all good :) :) :)

Heading out for Sushi tomorrow night with the girls + Fabian (Mia's puuuuuuuuurrrrrfect boyfriend. HAHA) I am excited. I love and MISS sushi so damn much. Eventho I only just had it two nights ago.... at like 10 at night :P haha it was spontaneous ok! :) But it was all good. I have missed those little rolls with seaweed and raw salmon... and gosh! But yes, so I'm excited bout tomorrow! Will take pictures if I can :)

Speaking of pictures, y'know how I completely killed my poor Lumix camera? Yeah, had to buy a replacement or else I won't have any pictures at all and we all know pictures are so very vital especially on a night out and you wake up wanting to know what exactly happened the night before? you get what I mean? :P haha

OH also spent the afternoon sorta "bonding" with the boys from my floor. Haha watching InBetweeners which was hilarious! it was so typical boys it was funny. And having instant super noodles with chocolate and everything unhealthy. But whatevs, completely LAZY today! I even went to dinner in my home clothes! haha that's how lazy I am today. All I did was pop on a jacket and was out of the door. :P I am horrid but meh.

Some pictures from last night :) :) Went out with Konstancja. Started out with a beer tower (5pints of beer for only £10!) and it was finished in about an hour while having LOVELY meaningful talks bout life. Then we headed over to a house party where, things were interesting....... hahahaha Only a few pictures tho. The rest will be on FB! So you'll be able to see them. Kons will be going thru each picture to see if they can be posted up ;p hahahah gosh.

gotta love her ;)

Lots of love!
Amelia X

A twist in my story.

FAVOURITE AT THE MOMENT.
I am SO GOING to say this everytime SOMEONE pisses the crap outta me.
(I do hope I don't burst out laughing afterwards tho, I always do when I say it right now :P)

Absolutely BAWLED my eyes out during their wedding. It was so beautiful T.T

Jim & Pam 4EVA! :) :) :)

Halloween 2009 has certainly been the best SO far! only really really bad points are that I completely screwed my camera up so that probably means no more pictures till I bring it back to Brunei to get it fixed :( :( This sucks, maybe I shall invest in a cheap one in the meantime :P but yes. But it was great nonetheless! Everyone was SO dressed up it was SO cooL! The streets were filled up with like the weirdest things ever! A flashes, a milk carton, an energizer battery, and everything. Went as the Incredibles tho (if you're a fb friend, you'd probably see the pictures on the ever legendary facebook :P) with Becky and it was SO FUN getting dressed up with friends :) will defo dress up next year again :)

It was really funny cause thruout the night people kept asking us which incredibles we were and like, we kept saying we were Limited Edition ones called Galaxy (Becky) and Milky Way thanks to chocolate bars :P ahahahaha and we had special secret powers :P there were tons of other incredibles tho .. like there was this guy with lights around his logo! it was so clever! hhaha




I will blog more often, keep checking back!

loves X
Amelia!