For all those times you stood by me.

While there are many people whose birthday happens to fall on the 30th of June, I would like to dedicate this post to one of them. (this sentence does not sound right -.-)

CHLOE TAN YEE GYE

a.k.a
KALOWEE

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!

You have been one of my closest and most awesomenest friend eversince IB started and boy, am I glad that you joined in as well. Kinda made the whole experience a little less shitty :) Totally cliche, but I count you as a blessing, seeing to how we click so well and like, you make me feel good y'know. And I know, I've said this like a MILLION times already.. but I love you, I do! :) With all my heart and more. I wish you nothing but the best and only the best in the world because you deserve everything. You're a wonderful person, who deserves everything. :)

Hope you enjoyed your day, the party was a success right? :) And the food was good, even better cake and I'm pretty sure the music was awesome. :) you looked lovely, as always.

I would type like an essay, but it'll be you know repetitive cause I've probably told you all the reason why you're extremely dear to me. So I'll have a nice long photo stream here, featuring you and I. Because you're awesome that way and I've apparently a bunch of embarassing photos that I have not posted up before ;)

Enjoy!

yeah. we all know what happened here.
HAHA

Coming over to your place at 6am just to be late for schooL!
So worth it ;p HAHA

I only just found this @ fb! HAHAHA wtf were we doing.

My favourite picture :)

Our 'candid' shot.
HAHA You had just fed me rambutans I *think*

♥

Thank you for so many things, thank you for being here in the world actually.

You are awesome and I hope you have an AWESOME TAWSOME 19th. :)

One year one time right? ;)

Lots and Lots of love ♥,
Amelia!

truth.

lovelovex
Amelia.

Oh Dakota,

I know our love is new.
I barely know you, but I've fallen over you.
Its the way you do the things you do,
that made me fall in love with you.
Dakota, Are you in love with me too?



Hello people :) I am excited about certain things that are gonna happen, or take place.

Also, for all you bored people, go play Typing Maniac on Facebook! it is an awesome game. I want to like buy it as a whole, and install it into my laptop so I can play it anytime. Even without the internet :( haha I am trying to get a high score now. But my eyes! After a while my vision is like, completely blurred and I can't bloody see what I am supposed to type next. MY VISION = FAIL. WHY!

Also, had excapade in the afternoon with the mother. Fried Lotus Root, Fried Salmon Skin, Macha ice-cream with red beans = destruction. At least they were fulfilling ;p The trip to the bakery after that was disappointing tho, they didn't have the things I was looking for so I only ended up with redbean and buttermilk buns. Boo.

I have not had pineapples in a bout a week. I think its a record! Okay, maybe 5 days. But still! I want pineapples :(

Went to school this morning to hand in my clearance form and picked up the graduation photos. There are a couple of pretty ones that I will post up once I pick out the nice looking ones :)

Brother brought back some brownies. I want some but I'm so lazy to brush my teeth again! *angry face* eurgh. I was planning to save them for breakfast tomorrow but he's already taken em into his bedroom. I doubt I'd be seeing those brownies anytime soon. Which reminds me, I have not baked in AGES. Gosh :(

Saw Kalowee, really briefly like 1 second briefly today. I just realised it been a week since I last saw! :( wow. That's a first. HAHAHA But meh. Saturday, saturday. I'd be seeing everyone important :D hehe.

Right.

Lovelovex
Amelia!

'Cause I never knew home,

until I found your hands.

REPLIES!;
MANDA ; ooh, thanks for looking for the video for me :) And oh gosh! I didn't realise it at all. Its from the first season right? haha I've always been a Blair fan, so its all good i guess ;p haha
ESTHER ; Omygosh! I totally forgot about our plans to hunt down the loch ness monster in scotland! HAHA We totally should, just head down there and chill and like, you know. Yeah :) We shall ;p one fine day Esther. :D hehee
NAT ; So I heard! I did some research and it looks like a lovely place T_T
NAJEE ; His name is Scamp :) Melody is here. I just don't take much pictures because she doesn't like pictures :P scared of the camera. But they're not friends :( Melody is scared of Scamp. I think he is too hyper. haha. And watch the last episode! its a good ending :) HEHE

So today has been pretty alright :) Breakfast was two samosas, drowned in dhal. Apparently it is called 'Swimming'. It is awesome. Having spoonful of dhal with the brilliant samosas = love. Diana and I already pinky promised each other to have em once her holidays come round. I haven't seen her in ages! dayum. I love indian food. I want to go to India for the sole purpose of tasting authentic curries and naans/dosais/chappatis all sorts of rotis. T_T

Oh gosh, I need a haircut so badly! Like, my hair is so out of shape, its kinda depressing having to see it all the time. Haha. And I think I'm going to make one of my aims to draw on liquid eyeliner properly. I can't do it to save my life. its so bloody difficult :( and I'm so lazy to keep retrying because it takes ages for me to remove the eyeliner. and it gets into my eye and then it hurts the crap out of me :( and my eyes gets red and like, swell a little sometimes?! then I give up.

Have been downloading shitload of music today :) Gonna update my Music Of the Mo' by the side there really soon! :) I wonder if people actually take note of my 'Music of the Mo'" by the side there. its there for a reason okay, so you guys can download em and hopefully find them enjoyable to listen to as I have :)

Pictures because Scamp is super duper adorable :) and so naughty :( I've got scratches.. not cool.

And, transformers 2 is out tomorrow! I wanna watttch! bleh.



Lots of Love x
Amelia.

Because they know that I ...

I would do it,
Push a button..
Pull a trigger..
Climb a mountain..
Jump off a cliff..
cause you know baby,
I love you..
Love you a little bit.

SONG OF THE MOMENT: Lykke Li ft. Drake - Little Bit (Remix)

Hello :) No pictures at the moment. I keep forgetting to take pictures when I go out. Eurgh. So frustrating. Anyway, download the song!! Its so lovely. Gotta love the lyrics. "Hands down, I'm too proud for love.." I wanna be able to sing along to the whole damn song *big watery eyes*

ANYWAY, 17 Again was good! I've never watched High School Musical, and have only seen Zac Efron in Hairspray and SNL (in which, he was very funny in) and I have come to a conclusion.. I think Zac Efron is a pretty decent actor. His performance in 17 Again was good :) I think Dennis was a little cringey about watching the movie, but he thought it was alright what. Plenty of L-O-L moments and like, I guess added eyecandy cause Zac Efwon is pretty decent looking right ;p HAHA

Next movie to catch is Transformers 2. But not anytime soon :( Gotta plan my days properly now. Got a couple of 'events' (HAHA wtf) coming up. HmmMmmm~

Just thought I'd tell you guys to download the damn song. cause its so good :) I lalalalovvve it!

Lovelovex
Amelia.

After all,

is this how it ends?
Is this how much everything is worth?

REPLIES!;
DENISE ; well, I didn't get to name Scamp. But I'm pretty sure the person who gave him the name got it from Lady and the Tramp 2 :)
ERIC ; smelly *heart* its okay. Soon soon......
ALEX ; thank you for that uh.. clarification! :D
NAJEE ; yeap. a new dog :) ISN'T JUNPYO THE LOVE?!!! And i prefer Jandi. She gets less annoying as the movie progresses what. Haha
MANDA ; Are you serious?! HAHA I had no idea T_T
JIM ; it means, to a naughty youngster. Its pretty bad I guess. He lives up to his name tho. SO freaking mischiveous and hyperactive T_T
JAYY ; Sure you can :D heheheee

Hello wello people :)

One of my biggest wish is to actually travel/backpack around the world. I want to just take a couple of years off, and just travel around the world. See everything, try everything and then settle down and have a nice quiet life. It *would* be very exciting yes? :)

I'm feeling very ... unexplainable at the moment. I'm not happy, I'm not sad. I'm not disgusted, I'm not angry.... I'm more like, annoyed at the stubborness of human nature. Why are we so stubborn? Why are *you* so stubborn? Or, me for that matter. Why is it so difficult to admit defeat, or that we're wrong? I hate that some people constantly think they are always right, like.. they can't see certain stuff from other point of views. Its always, " Oh, I'm right." All. the. freaking. time. It gets annoying and so very frustrating. And I know, we can't help it, or *you* can't help it because we're not perfect. Because we're human. But meh. I don't want to change because I choose to not want to change. We all have a choice.

No subliminal hidden messages there. Just wanted to get some stuff out of my head. Like, its been bugging me a little/a lot. Had a pretty embarassingly emotional session with the cousin, saturday night. Its good to get things out of my head I suppose :) thank you mei *heart*

Been playing around with polyvore a little. It makes me so depressed cause it reminds me how inadequately stocked I am in terms of wadrobe supplies. T.T I need shopping. Or a body that'll fit anything and look gorgeous ;p HAHA. Maybe more shopping. EURGH. WHY BRUNEI.

Scamp has been keeping me busy, because he is as needy as a little child. And running around the house constantly and biting every single thing he sees. Its adorable when you see him dragging around a slipper or a towel or like,.. his feeding bowl. :) Its hard to get angry at a face like that.

Oh okay, need to go now. The boyfriend ♥just called.

Lovelovex
AMELIA.

Remember to let her into your heart.

REPLIES!;
DAPHNE; Hello! :) yes, it has been a while! Yeap. My favourite song from her is Like A Song.
CHRISTOPHER ; HAHA. What! There's plenty of pictures of you in my blog!
MANDA ; adakan?!!! Which dress??? haha
NAJ ; HAHA. Awu ;p And what else were you expecting?! Of course there's good pictures of you :D haha

Hello :) How have you guys been doing? I've been having a pretty awesome couple of days.

And if you have been following me on Twitta you would have heard/seen that there's been a recent addition to my family! Eversince Daisy (*heart*) left us for a better place, we've been searching for a another individual to keep Melody company and to bring more joy to our hearts (HAHA CLICHE THIS) but srsly, its been difficult looking for a new individual :) So here's the newest addition: An American Cocker Spanial called Scamp. The cutest MOST hyperactive dog ever! its like having a toddler who just learnt how to walk. Or something like that :P

(yes, yes. Big Harry Potter fan here okay.)

And apart from that, had sushi with relatives for lunch. It was awesomt tawsome :) Sushi = love. Crispy Salmon Skin = extra exta HEAPS of LOVE. Seriously. *serious face* When you guys head down to Excapade, you HAVE to order the crispy salmon skin. it is SO AWESOME. I could have it EVERY single HOUR of every single day and I wouldn't get bored. It is the awesome.

Oooh, had another one of my freaky dreams last night. :0 Like, seriously freaky. HAHA It involved a couple of people and one of em was working in Hua hO. Wtf. But yes. Weird dream.

OH the aunty has brought back a couple of pineapples all the way from KK for me! SO super duper saccharine sweet! Like, its as if I'm biting into a bar of shugar. Love it love it love it. Thats another item that I could have every single hour of every single day and not get bored T_T I think I could survive on Sweet Pineapples and Crispy Salmon Skin 4eva. HAHA Dayum.

Okay. DINDIN :)

LOVELOVEx
Amelia!

And I'm too proud for love.

REPLIES!;
DENISE ; haha its okay! :) And i knowww. Can't wait for the results. I'm dreading it but I'm SO excited about it T_T
NAT ; HAHA aww, was looking forward to you wanting to try it out :D
CHLOE ; HAHA HAHAH YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU! ITS OKAY ;p
THE SATCH ; No idea, I've never been to your site before. The internet is a funny thing sometimes....

So, yesterday was this lil' missy's birthday:

And she had a wondrous spread of food at her party, bbq items, amazing fried rice, good mashed potatoes, ice-cream!, REALLY good oreo cupcakes, Fruit salad... SO many items it was like a freaking buffet. And everything was good :)

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY NAJEE! :)
Hope you had a wonderful day, filled with joy and everything lovely.

So right, more pictures after the cut. OKAY I KNOW. not after the cut, its just that it sounds so cool being able to say that but okay, fine. Since it doesn't apply here. More pictures after these block of texts which most of you would probably skip anyway :P haha because you know, pictures are much more...easier to look at than these tiny block of texts. Its okay, I know. I do that too.

Anyway, it was nice seeing everyone :) Like, its been ages! and it was good sitting down with good food and like 'catch-up' with each other. hurhur.

I HAVE DECIDED to start saving money for a certain something-something. :( Its gonna take me MONTHS but, I am going to accomplish that because, I am like desperate for it now. All of a sudden. I can't think of any reason to not save money to buy it. Really. I'm horrible :)

Ah screw this haha can't be bothered to type. Wanna do something.. soooo... PICTURES! :)

Isa

No-eyes A-man.
/edit. YOU KNOW WHO YOU LOOK LIKE!!! Quincy the iguana from Foxtrot!! HAHAHAHAH okay, maybe not. But a little resemblance there. Either that or Jason from Foxtrot./edit

Yes, Dibby absolutely can't take his eyes off the food.

No, I don't know why Zakky looks so angry :( HAHA

Christopher

Kalowee *heart

WABBIT

Jenny Baby.
Oh wait, German's baby?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA -.-

Ayeshah

Fauzernator this.

Zakky

KENKEN/KK

NICHOLA

Najeeeeeee

Birthday girl this.

(:

No, I really don't know why I look so pale/shiny face/ tiny eyes/ horrible fringe. I CAN'T HELP IT OKAY *sad face*

LOVELOVEx
Amelia.

My saving grace.

REPLIES!;
DENNIS; HAHA only you would think its sexy. pfft and and I want a teddy-like puppy *big watery eyes* HEHE
CHLOE ; I don't think there can ever be a perverted picture that means well... hahahahahah and yes :( more photos please. Not now cause I am chubby whubby. HAHA rawr.
NAT ; and boys too :) u should try it some time.
ALEX : wtf -_-" haha and i really like Xiaxue! She's so cool T_T hahaha
JAYY ; HAHA pokeybear *shudders* Srsly. :p
DIANA ; HAHAHA omygosh. you make me sound so eeeEEeeeviL~ ;p

HELLO WELLO PEOPLE !

Been on a misson of teddifying myself (As Dennis puts it) and have now successfully put on about 5 kilos :D HEHE. in about a week. Its all down to ruthless eating yo. Sushi, ice-cream, cakes!, pancakes, OODLES OF NOODLES, RICE. BRING ON THE RICE :D and dimsum. Pastries, cream. MmmMm. Yeah. Anyway, the mothers keeps criticising me and my fatness now :) its been a while mother. Its been a while. It feels good tho. Very very good *weird eyebrow movement* albeit not being able to fit into certain apparels now. bleh hehehehee

Apart from the whole excess baggage thing. Heading down to Miri today because Hazel, the cousin is heading back to KL thru Miri. So.. even better right? cause they've got lots of random things to eat. HURHUR. and I want to like, get some stuff. *some* being the keyword.

I had a really shitty dream last night, like. REALLY REALLY SHITTY. and you ALL were in it! And when I mean you all.. I mean the IB people lah. You see. we were having a countdown to 8.30pm on a sunday night.... which means yes. we were waiting for our results and Adib was being really impatient. HAHA I went to the loo, came out and Adam was distributing the results. BUT he wouldn't give me mine!! Then I woke up. WTF IS THIS A SIGN?! Dayum. 3 more weeks people. I am as nervous as a ginger ball of possum can be.

Anyway, having Hazel over has been a blast! Lots of random conversations, all the glorious food and it feels good to be proud of Brunei sometimes :) And, she pointed out a ton of things that Brunei has and Malaysia didn't/doesn't and me and the mother was like " :0 WHAT NO WAY!" but apparently, yes way. Haha thanks to god ( mr Altaf's way) for coke lime, jacob cracks and that yummy gavotte thingamajigys. HEHE and a bunch of other things :)

Yeye. Feeling super duper hyper. But I SHALL GO NOW. because I need to shower and wake the brother up in advance cause y'know.. boys~ HAHAHHA

LOVELOVE and LOTS OF EMx
AMELIA! :)

Drive my soul.

REPLIES!;
DENNIS ; oh right ;) haha you have. But its okay. I'll tell you my conclusion later!!!
NAT ; haha thank you for your kind supports even if u dont know what the 'mission' is. also, i dont see the advantage of being a guy. No creativity! standardized suit, pfffft. HAHA
ALEX ; yes I am aware of that. It is supposed to be gentleMEN. Pfft, you boys lousy. No compliments or comments. All i get are spelling checks. :(
LINA ; thank you :) hehe
DENISE ; HEHE :) thank you! i think the big bow is an acquired taste tho, some people liked it some people didn't. OH, you'll be in brunei when the results are out? And i know right, at night. SUNDAY night no less! haha.
AIMAN ; why thank u for pointing that out *embarassed* HAHA

Damn. I am getting into a little puddle being so very lazy to do anything. This post took me two days to actually be finished cause all I kept doing was.. replies. then I would save it as a draft, then I'd upload the pictures and save to draft and now here I am finally getting down and typing out words because I feel very lousy as a blogger. How am I ever going to fulfill my long-life dream of being a top blogger like XiaXue? :( (Not happening, obviously) But yes

Anyway, yesterday. Went out for a nice gossip/catch-up session with Kalowee. Yes, because she has a way WAY way bigger social life than I do (which is unfortunately, non-existant) and so we met up to inform me of everything that has been going on. I don't know why tho, feeling pretty anti-social and all. Meh. BUT ANYWAY. So we went to Excapade for lunch, a long heavy lunch which btw, was very good :)

Yeah, you know it.
Macha Ice-Cream is the love.

After which we went to get her SO OMYGAD ADORABLE poodle, Coco. SHE IS THE MOST ADORABLEST EVA. Like srsly. I cannot imagine anyone who would have the heart to scold him or anything. SO CUTE OK. and the fur, exactly like a soft-toy. Damnit. I want one! T_T

SEE! His leg sticking out. SO CUTE haha

After picking up her brother and sending him and Coco at home, we dropped by the mall to settle some stuff. :)

And obligatory picture of us before dropping me off.

Dayum. I look weird. but meh.

So that was a good outing.

And today, I cooked dinner (BY MYSELF!) for my family. Black Pepper Beef (cause everyone else need meat -.-) and Salt&Pepper Squid and Petolas with eggs and white fungus soup! :D And with a little help from the maid who help fry the squid cause I am terrified of the oil splatters and still ended up getting one on my arm...... but ys. IT WAS A SUCCESS! :) and my parents totally approved and everything so I guess I'll be in charge of dinners more often now. :) HEHE

GOD I HATE GETTING PIN AND NEEDLES IN MY FOOT/FEET. SO uncomfortable and painful :(

Also, downloading new games for the beloved DS! :) I am in desperate need for games. So yes.

And I've got a cousin coming down from Kuala Lumpur tonight, and she'll be staying through the weekend all till next monday! :) So its all good. Give her a little taste of Brunei right? Altho I am a little worried about the lack of things to do/eat. BUT OH WELL. We'll see how it all goes.

Bloody hell. I *am* lazy. I will do a reallly nice long post next week or summin. HAHA I am horrible.

LOVELOVEx
AMELIA!