I know its wrong,

But sometimes, I just can't help but stare..

REPLIES!;
SANDRA ; HI! :D i know right! They've got absolutely nothing else to do, oh well. and yes, I love YUI! Her songs are all oh-so-catchy! (:
PASSERBY ; thankyou (: you too!
KENken ; HAHA HI! kenken. Finally found the tagboard eh ;)
NAT ; exactly that (:
ERIC ; it sure is :( hahaha hi smelly
ANGEL ; merry xmas too! (: also, you're welcome. Haha U look fine when you smile ok. Just I really don't know why you're SO dark in that picture :S so odd
CASSIE ; hehe, thank you (: Well, i'm only replying them so they don't feel so left out. Cause they're obviously spamming my tagboard cause they need a little attention :( Also, Do i know you? Like, personally know you? hahaha
ALEX ; yeap! haha
TIMOTHY ; very nicely said :) heee

So, news just in. Hari Raya is on Thursday! So i guess, everyone better do their TOK essays and business IAs since they are due tomorrow. Oh well. At least Hari Raya is in a days time and you guys only have to berpuasa for one more day.

I can't want to start baking again! Ever since Puasa started, I have not been able to bake because I wouldn't be able to bring them to school. But yay! :) When school starts again, everyone will be non-fasting. ^_^

Speaking of which, since I will not be in Brunei for the rest of the week.. (Yeap :D I'm heading down to shopping+food paradise, Bangkok!) Next week is gonna be super busy! I've got so many things to do! Go visiting with Kalowee, finish off my music, business, maths, biology.. T_T, watch Eagle Eye (anyone interested? :P), visit MD with Kalowee, baking on sunday, find some time to do some sports.. go over to Khushboo's for the "fitting". Gah! I hope i'll be able to find time to do everything!

The first week back to school is gonna be hell-hectic :( We're gonna have International Day! (Which I am pretty excited about ^_^), Biology test on topic 6 and Business test on Modules 1 + 2.. Extra classes on Saturday, Shahbandar shall be on... along with Badminton, hopefully..

Bah. I have to go finish my TOK essay now so I can email it to either Kenken or Kalowee to help me pass it over to teacher tomorrow so I won't have to do extra words. Also, I need to pack! I have not packed! I have no clothes :( Eurgh. So frustrating.

OH. Najee passed me episode 1 of the new series: Priviledge. Its a pretty not-bad series, so far. The neighbour guy: Will is SMOKING HOT. Like seriously zzz. HAHAHA But yeah.I wanna downlaod the rest of the episodes.

I think I'll be blogging while I'm in Bangkok though, Cause I'm most probably bringing my laptop along with me ^_^ If I don't...

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslim Readers!
(on the 2nd, Setember 2008!)

Lovelove,
Amelia.

p/s Have I mentioned how much i LOVE Taylor Swift? I love the lyrics from her songs.....

I Heard a song tonight on the radio
Another girl sings about a boy
Just sees his face in every space
Every room
And I know, yeah..
If I turn around you won't be there
If I close my eyes will you be there?

I don't wanna lose your face
I dont wanna wake up one day
And not remember what time erased
I dont wanna turn around
'Cause Im not scared of what love gave me and took away
And I dont wanna lose your face..

I wish the sky had your face,
And the oceans had your eyes,
And the sun could have your lips,
And I had you...

when the music starts to fade..

REPLIES!;
BECKY ; exactly right. Angel has yet to find out of about the pictures. HMM
DIANA ; thank you, thank you :P
CASSIE ; aww! Thats really sweet of you (: Thanks!
NECROLIC ; exactly right? :P
ERIC ; HAHAHA. Are you tired of breathing :P Smelly! :P
READER ; hehe, thank you (: Yeah, i guess some people are just bored :(
MANDA ; exactly right? :) HI btw, haven't had any tags from you for a long time now :P
:D ; exactly! Thats a great point.

In Retaliation to/ In response to:

28 Sep 08, 21:28

boyfriend stealer: i guess youre friends really do love you huh? amelia doesnt evn care to reply but her FRIENDS are all replying for her? i wouldnt want to be her.. shes the lasst person i would want to me. puuuhhleass

; Correction, I did reply, but you just didn't bother to read. Oh well, wasn't expecting you to anyway :) and and, yes, joy :D I really do think my friends love me ^_^

28 Sep 08, 22:18

boyfriend stealer: such childish ppl. dont tell me in your whole life you've nvr had any typing error?

; well, they're not being childish per se. Correcting somebody's language isn't much of a childish act now is it? You wanna know whats childish? Coming up to peoples blog and flaming them on their tagboards and not wanting to use your real name. Now, That's childish.

29 Sep 08, 14:50

passerby: hahahahhaha pathetic little blog.i totally agree with boyfriend stealer although i dont even know what boyfriend stealer is talkin about:S

; To agree with someone when you don't know what he/she is going on about. That's not pathetic at all (: I'm sorry my blog is "little", I didn't know there were other sizes available for blogs.

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Apart from the little "drama" on my tagboard (so yesterday HAHAH WTF). Today, school was alright (: Bio practicals, Maths test, Hot humid weather.. Yeah. It was cool.

I've got TOK and BUSINESS IA to do tonight! And I have to finish both of them by tonight so I can hand them in tomorrow :( Since both are due on Wednesday and I won't be here on Wednesday! Boo.

might be back later.

Lovelove
Amelia.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO THE ONE AND ONLY FCUKGEL/CATERPILLAR!
otherwise known as
Angelyn Choo Tze Hui.

I hope you have a WONDERFUL day ;) and everything goes smoothly and that your day will be filled with surprises and lovely things/people.
I wish you all the best and I will get you something back from the land of rice (or something like that)
Also, to make you happy, I will not be a compulsive shopper.. okay? :D Just for you :D

STAY AWESOME. hahaha and we have to go out and eat and not compulsive shop and watch some musicals OK :D

Embarrassing pictures, just because.

After P.E. We're all sweaty T_T

When I still had my braces! We've been friends for a pretty long time liao lo.
AND YOU'RE *gasp* SMILING :D HAHAHA

I LOVE THIS PICTURE! :)

Pfft, as if you never smiled in pictures.
I HAVE LIVING PROOF :D

This picture is SO wrong.
1) I look horrible. Like, really bad. WHY the fek did I use to clip my hair up like that.
2) WHY ARE U SO DARK! my gad
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
(u know u love me)

Just to justify the picture above this..
We're pretty decent looking ^_^
(yes, we grow up and learn from our mistakes i.e lose the hair clip and not be dark in pictures)
HAHAHAHAHA

LOVELOVE,
GOLDEN GIRL/FCUKAME. (only angel calls me this 0=])

You won't be there.

Woah, And I thought I had issues :( I guess some people have more issues than me. Oh well. Really, Boyfriend Stealer.. the unnumbered and number 2, is that really how you guys wanna be known? haha. I mean, I'm sorry. I didn't know that the fact that my short hair doesn't suit my face upsets you guys so much! :( Wait, did I type guyS? I meant guy as in singular since both boyfriend stealer and boyfriend stealer no.2 are the exact same people! haha. I mean, should be right? Since you guys have the same IP address. mmm

I guess I am pretty lucky to have friends! :) They're brilliant people even if you think they suck. You probably don't know them as well as I do. You should totally try to get to know them. They really don't suck :)

And I have no idea what you're reading cause I don't I've ever mentioned that I look "cool" with short hair. HAHA. I have a feeling you're hallucinating? Won't be surprised there. I mean, who in the world gets upset when someone they hate happens to have a haircut that doesn't suit their face. You're a very interesting person :)

In response to:

boyfriend stealer no.2
you thnk u and ur short hair so cool? DAMNN. messed up girl..
28 Sep 08 13:05
60.54.96.18

boyfriend stealer
i hate the way u act, i hate the way steal.you're lucky that you even have friends.but you'r friends suck too!like really really suck.oh forgot to tell you this, YOU'RE HAIR SUCKS.IT DOESNT SUIT UR
28 Sep 08 13:06
60.54.96.18

boyfriend stealer
*IT DOESNT SUIT UR HUGE FACE.YUCKK
28 Sep 08 13:06
60.54.96.18


Lovelove
Amelia.

You told me, I'd be better off without you..

Well, I don't think so..
*whispers meekly* I need you.

REPLIES!;
SANDRA ; yes, I did get groped by trannies *hangs head low in shame* HAHA. Wish you were there with us man :( haha
CHRIS ; excuse me :P HAHA I was more scared okay. :(
SHERYL ; yes they did.. yes they did :( HAHA
NAT ; well, they didn't used to be so strict :( and our dress code was alright what.
ALEX ; Thank you :)
VIVIAN ; of course :D you made it even cooler ;) HAHAHA
TIM ; you must have really good imagination yes? :)

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
SHIM
SHIM SHIMMEY TO THE BREAK OF DAWN YEAAAAAAH~

You're legally 18! :) And thank you for today. It was a wonderful get-together!
Hope you have/had a wonderful day today! :) and many many happy wishes and lucks for all to come! We've gotten through half of IB together and we're gonna finish it together! You've been a real pal and a great help! ^_^

(me trying to look tall next to you :P- still failed)

Hope you enjoyed the cakes :D

With the bestie who I absolutely love and adore..

I'll do a wordy post soon enough. I'm gonna push myself to be motivated and hardworking tonight.

GO AMELIA!

(wtf)

Lovelove,
Amelia.

I've been secretly falling apart a scene

"There was once a girl who didn't know love until a boy broke her heart."

REPLIES!;
:D ; a title that means something to me. So yeah.
ALEX ; haha ok
JIM ; HAHA! :P I do talk pretty fast huh :P How was reading fast? Was it anything like me talking fast? :P
NAT ; haha thank you :P

hello! :) School started off with a depressing "assembly" for the year 13s and 12s regarding our Dress Code. What is this! The only skirts we'll be wearing are those over the knees. This is bullshite. All my skirts are either just above the knees or above above the knees. I guess I have like.. 3 skirts? That'll fit the requirement. Thank God they took away the horrible rule of "dark shoes only" And the boys, not allowed to wear polo shirts (I think :S). I love guys in polo shirts! So .. rugged ok. HAHA wteff. So random. Actually, I don't really remember what was being said this morning. I was too busy laughing with Kalowee about certain people (I do not know who) who, brings a different set of clothes to school in the morning just so the IB coordinator doesn't catch him/her and changes after passing him at the gate in the morning. I mean, that's pretty desperate right? haha and Like, I don't know. I can't be bothered dressing up for school :( So pointless! everything's not allowed now. Meh. Its like, at the beginning, its all fun dressing up and stuff but after awhile you get bored and just pop on anything from the closet. haha. OH. No more tailored shorts/ three-quarters! only long pants/jeans :( boo.

OH and I watched Gossip Girl Season 2 Episode 4 just now! So.. exciting this episode. I LOVE BLAIR. And the Queen Bee Serena! Like, so cool ok. Dan is getting on my nerves. Eurgh! And Jenny's just Jenny, blah. Chuck's pretty disgusting while.. NATE. is smoking. I LOVE HIS EYES! haha. I especially LOVE Blair's dress when she was looking at what Vanessa's phone? And Serena's when she was at the restaurant with Dan and Amanda (?) Yeah. I'm not that pleased that Serena's taken back her Queen Bee Status and now Blair's not the QB :( But oh well. So far, Serena does a pretty good bitchy stare, so thats fine :) As Long as she keeps that up ;) AHA wtf

This weekend is gonna be a pretttty tiring weekend I'm thinking. I've got

1. Music IA Intro
2. Business IA Draft
3. TOK Essay
4. Maths Test on Monday

And we've got extra classs tomorrow in the morning from 8 to 11.30am for Maths and English. And then a little get together for lunch @ Excapade I think. I'm gonna spend the rest of my afternoon+ night finishing my work and revising for maths! I wanna do well in the next test, I think. :(

*woah. suddenly amelia sounds so motivated. wteff HAHA*

And badminton in Sunday? Maybe? mmm....

Anyway, here are the 3 weeks OVERDUE-ED pictures from the Singapore YR 13 Music Trip on the 12/09/08 to 14/09/08. There's actually plenty more pictures but Chris didn't give me his whole stash :( SO I stole some off his site (U know u love me Christopher :D) and Yeah. The pictures I have on this post, I got most of them from Vivian! here goes :)

With Vivian! In Brunei's Airport

In the plane with Chris and A-man (who slept most of the time)

Our very sad room. (Viv and I)
Yes, its tiny. What were you expecting :(
Hahaha. But it was cosy enough :D

Viv and I before going out.

Outside the Esplanade. Yes, we were being very touristy.

We had awesome brownies just before the orchestra!

Intermission
(L-R, A-man, Mr J, Mrs C, Me, Chris )

Then we all had Subway for dinner.

Vivian had the half foot Sub while all the guys had the one foot sub.
I ordered a mini-sub. HAHA
(it was quite a sight seeing all of us smartly dressed in Subway :P)

Ya Nick wants to race some cars.

*WARNING- Pretty explicitly posed pictures ahead*

Yes, these are the transvertites a.k.a 'Pondan's who were supposedly prostitues..
There's innocent ol' me looking at something in the shop and suddenly, these people came over and used me as a prop while signalling Nick to take pictures.
Yes, everyone else was too chicken to help me out of the situation :(
(everyone else meaning: Viv, A-man, Nick, James, Sho and Chris -.-)
This resulted me being covered in GLITTER and standing under the shower for a very long time.
AND YES, i'm aware I have very weird/wacky facial expressions in all the pictures.
You would to if some transvertites randomly came up to you and demanded you touch their fake boobies T_T
*Scar-ed for life*

I resisted ok, and she/he was like.. "its ok, come"
T_T

Nick dunno how to take pictures :P

And then finally, Nick overcame his fear and finally took pictures with himself included.

This is apparently Nick "comforting" me after the terrible ordeal -.-
Which btw, wouldn't have happened if he believed me when I said they were guys who turned girls :( haha

THIS WAS WHAT I WAS LOOKING AT!
Perfume bottles labled.. "A" "M" "E".
haha

Viv who sat down as soon as she saw the herd of trans walking towards me :(
What is this

After 2 hours of sleep. Woke up at 4.30am to Sahur with A-man.
Which meant having milk and 3 Nutella Sandwiches in the early morning.
And then I couldn't sleep :( So I just sat and stared and thought and did practically nothing till Viv woke up.
This is when we were getting ready to go out :)

Hunting for breakfast with Viv and Chris. Got frustrated cause I was looking for a chinese foodcourt but we couldn't find any and settled for McDonalds.

After Shopping. :)
My arms got like a brilliant work out after that day :P

At night, we went over to Clark Quay.. Dinner and the Jazz Club.

At the Jazz Club Place.
(L-R) Viv, Me, Nick, Sho, A-man, James, Mr J, Alvin and Chris)

At night, packing our stuffs.
I only got an hour sleep that night :(

Just before we leave the next morning.
That's Viv's baby on the bed :P HAHA

Long post yes? :D bah.

LOVELOVE
AMELIAAA

Carrot cakes and you.

REPLIES!;
MEIMEI ; I know right. Truly the 'devil' in disguise. Tsktsk
JIM ; nice to know :P
KRYSTAL ; it is a good book! Recommended for reading :D
ANGEL ; The Book Thief by Markus Zusak. Its a wonderful book (:

Y'know the Japanese singer, YUI? I always thought it was pronounced as YUI.. like just YUI. Apparently, the real pronounciation is YU-EE. Two syllables. Hmm. These foreign pronounciations baffle me sometimes. Haha

Today's been a pretty swell day! :D Day started pretty shitty I guess.. with two presentations due (which I wasn't very sure, cause I procrastinate and only finished both the night before *sad face*) but thank God, both went pretty okay. Not good, but okay. None of the teachers complained, so its koo. :D I swear, I've got to stop this procrastination business ;( I need to be more focused..

Speaking of focus. Thats my new catch phrase (?!!) Haha. Like, really randomly, will go up to a person. i.e Kalowee, cup their face and look into their eyes, saying Focus, Focus. and so some hand movement HAHA and then go on talking as usual. Get it Get it? haha You probably don't :P Classmates etc, will get it. :D

Anyhoo, I was saying.. Right. Gotta stop all procrastination business :( Speaking of procrastinating, my MALAY WL is due after this term holidays! and I've got two weeks to conjure up not one, not one and a half but TWO 1,500 words MALAY essay about books I have not read. God, give me strength. haha

Speaking of Holidayss...*smirks :D* Last day of the term would be this coming Wednesday or Thursday (depending when Hari Raya falls on) :D and then no school till the 13th! :D and on the 17th would be International Day. So exciting! :D The holidays are gonna be good. Good to get away from everything for awhile. Plus, I'm going somewhere! For the first 5 days or so. Too bad I'll be missing Raya! :( I was looking forward to visiting people's open houses!! (i.e Najee, QQdah, Fauzay, Ayeshahh, A-man (?), Adam! and them lot) and yeah! :( and most of them are opening on the second day of Raya which will be either Thursday or Friday :( I can't make it. I'll be back on Sunday! Blashpemy. Maybe I'll be able to visit em all after I get back. If they have more than one open house?! (do you guys do that T_T)

OH OH OH. GUESS WHO'S IN THE NEXT ROUND OF ISB'S AMAZING RACE?!!!!

:D :D :D

Yeap! :D Kalowee and I obtained the 5th position (out of 9 places) today and that makes us eligible to run in the next round! :D So exciting!! HEHE. Today's challenges were pretty alright I guess, Sudoku, Football and hell lots of Anagrams. :D I SURPRISED MYSELF and KALOWEE IN SUDOKU! I finished and got the puzzle right after two tries! Like, I was pretty fast okay. When they told me I was correct, I stared blankly at the girl's face for like 2 seconds. HAHA I swear. Dayum.

Went over to the Stadium's Ramadhan stalls after school with the mother. Haha. Bought SO many things, both our hands were filled with plastic bags! Bought: Satay, Tonkeng Ayam, Mee Goreng, Meehoon Goreng, Samosas, Assorted Kuehs, Pulut Sambal, Prawn fritters.. and Sugar Cane juice! I LOVE SATAY! and peanut sauce! Too bad they didn't have Ketupats today :( I was craving for some SO badly. Mother and I have been stuffing our faces full with all these food cause the ramadhan stalls are only up till beginning of next week! Cause the muslim's are gonna be finishing their puasa :( And I LOVE RAMADHAN STALLS!! Cheap and Delicious food. Oh well.

You know what I hate. Biting my toungue/side of my mouth :( and ULCERS. Ohmygad I've got so many ulcers in my mouth and yet, I'm eating all these fried + spicy food. Oh woe is my mouth! haha. I swear, nothing can ever stop me from eating. Food = Love = Life. Or is it Life = Food = Love. Someshit like that lah. haha. BUT YAH. So painful my mouth :( especially when I brush my teeth. My gad.

OK. This is long right? :D Its been so long since I've typed all over the place like this. And... I FEEEEEEEEL NICE like sugar and spice. HAHAHA

OH MATHS WAS FUN TODAY! :0

Lovelove,
Amelia.

Cause I feel good.

Hello! :) Its been awhile since I last posted something decent with pictures and such. I've yet to blog about the singapore trip with pictures :( and the outing with the Super Troupers.. and yeah. School's been busy. Absolutely busy and as I type this, I actually have two presentations due for tomorrow :( But oh well. Oh Biology and Business. Speaking of business, we had a class test just now. I'm sure Kalowee agrees it didn't go too well. I was too happy to be concentrating on my test. SO YES. I can imagine Mr Holmes shaking his head while he's "scanning" through our answers. hahaha

Kakakalowee and I :)

Old school much?
Marcus and Ken's.

On saturday, I went out with the cousin and my aunt and their cousins :) Had sushi and ice cream and oh-so-yummy waffles! :)

I was tall and I wasn't tip-toeing :D
HAHAHA
I love you Mei.

Evil.
Eeeeeevillllllllll...

Amberlyn :)

So yes. Okay, i would totally blog more but time is running out!!! On the other hand, the internet is being pleasant! I could upload the pictures so quick! it was amazing. I WILL BE BACK!

Meanwhile...

ADAM!
and his genious face :P

Lovelove,
Amelia!

untouched.

"She leaned down and looked at his lifeless face and Liesel kissed her best friend, Rudy Steiner, soft and true on his lips. He tasted dusty and sweet. He tasted like regret in the shadows of trees and in the glow of the anarchist's suit collection. She kissed him long and soft, and when she pulled herself away, she touched his mouth with her fingers. Her hands were trembling, her lips were fleshy, and she leaned in once more, this time losing control and misjudging it. Their teeth collided on the demolished world of Himmel Street.

She did not say goodbye. She was incapable, and after a few more minutes at his side, she was able to tear herself from the ground. It amazes me what humans can do, even when streams are flowing down their faces and they stagger on, coughing and searching, and finding."

-The Book Thief, Markus Zusak.

Lovelove,
Amelia.

p/s my love for anything peanut, i.e Peanut sauce for satay, will be the death of me, I swear. :( Ate about a whole bowl of peanut sauce + satays and ketupat for dinner.

p/p/s The Book Thief is a wonderful book. Last few pages got me crying :(

p/p/p/s I'll be back soon. My lifes been terrible these couple of days. Must be the PMS getting to me. Maybe..

come back and haunt me..

REPLIES!;
YESMEAN ; linked! :)
ANGEL ; of course. We'll be singing along and discoing to Britney Spears songs :D
BECKY ; you do not. Its all in your head. :P
DIANA ; we were all singing along, it was gooooood :)
NAT ; or so they say. Thats what I read about. I love love love vending machines! :)
CHRIS ; i shall, if you want it? :S haha
JIM ; nope. The one who " said" that was a girl called Liesel. -_-" Easily said, its a boy girl story. Not boyboy
ALEX ; i swear. if you don't know anything don't even bother -.-

Laters.

Lovelove;
Amelia.

Its not his price to pay.

"And I'm not too great at that sort of comforting thing, especially when my hands are cold and the bed is warm. I carried him softly through the broken street, with one salty eye and a heavy, deathly heart. With him, I tried a little harder. I watched the contents of his soul for a moment and I saw a boy lying in bed, imagining how a kiss would taste from his glorious next-door neighbour. I saw him hip-deep in some icy water, chasing a book.. He does something to me, that boy. Every time. It's his only detriment. He steps on my heart. He makes me cry."

- The Book Thief, Markus Zusak.

Lovelove,
Amelia.

p/s I think one of the main reasons why I want to go to Japan would be: VENDING MACHINES! all 6000+ of them. They intrigue me. So much.

Tied together with a smile..

Hold on, baby, you're losing it..
The water's high, you're jumping into it
And letting go... and no one knows,
That you cry, but you don't tell anyone.
That you might not be the golden one.
And you're tied together with a smile,
But you're coming undone

I guess it's true that love was all you wanted,
Cause you're giving it away like it's extra change..
Hoping it will end up in his pocket,
But he leaves you out like a penny in the rain..
Oh, cause it's not his price to pay,
Not his price to pay...

Love,
Amelia.
Don't you just feel like giving up sometimes.
So sick of all this..

Ex-friends to the end,

Better off as lovers, but not the other way around.

Woke up today feeling so gawddamned nostalgic, its not even funny. Its getting really frustrating how I'm still not able to get through a whole damned week without losing myself.

Help me.

xxxxxxxx

Today was fine, finally met up with the cousin after 967726928 years :) Had ice-cream, waffles, sushi! and goodness knows what else ;) It was good, kinda catching up, looking for shoes. Gossip! :D I felt tall today as well. ^_^

Finished God is Dead. Its a pretty interesting book, I suppose. It makes you think a little... Starting on Markus Zusak - The Book Thief! So far so good, its a nicely written book. Its very engrossing though, I nearly couldn't put it down this afternoon. I'm halfway into the book already.

I absolutely love Taylor Swift! Her songs are so.. relate-able. And she's so gorgeous! I love her hair and her videos. Her newest song, Love Story, I love the video. Its so cute.

Yeah. I have absolutely no inspiration in this blogging thing. I'll be back soon.. sorry.

I OFFICIALLY FEEL LIKE SHIT TODAY.

I need somebody, anybody.
:'(

Lovelove,
Amelia.

The winner takes it all.

REPLIES!;
READER ; i get my GG from limewire! :) Leave it on overnight and the next morning you get a fully downloaded episode of GG
UNKNNOWN ; yeah. sure.
DENISE ; ooo. Boy meets world? I've never heard about that. hehe and HI! :)
NAT ; it is so typical of us humans right.
ALEX ; yeah, sure, one day that.

Pictures! :)
Just cause the internet's being nice for once.

Lots of Lovin',
Amelia.

そばにいるね

I LOVE THIS SONG. ITS SO FREAKING PRETTY! Listen to it. There's the english translation to it as well in the video :)

Lovelove,
Amelia.

p/s Today was an awesome day. Mamma Mia! is an awesome movie. Everyone awesome should go watch it cause it makes you happy and feel like jumping out of your seats and just dance along to the music. The movie will make you laugh, sing out loud and cry. Its a great movie. Will blog about this soon.

Love and Truth

I don't know what movie/show this from.. but its so sweet!

Shawn: Y'know, he used to tell me how wonderful you were, but guys always say great things about their girlfriends until they break up. That's when the truth comes up. I've waited so long to find out what he really thinks of you. Do you wanna know what he thinks of you after the break up?

Topanga: No, I don't want to talk about him.

Shawn: Now that you've broken up, he still tells me how wonderful you are.

*cue* AWWWWWWWW..

Love and Truth

I'm so excited! Gossip Girl S2, Episode 3 is in the process of being downloaded! Currently @ 11% but better a little than nothing at all.

My right palm is bleeding right now :( And there's this huge blister in the middle of nowhere. Know why? CAUSE *jeng jeng jeng* Amelia did some gardening just now! :D for a whole hour!! :D I was sweeping up all the dead leaves and rotten fruits :(

REPLIES!;
JIM ; it was 2 whole hours :D with 15 minutes intermission in between
CASSIE ; thank you! :)
NAT ; i know! no pictures. Soon.. I need to get pictures from friends!
CHRIS ; I love you! hahaha I know :( they're like grey in colour now. and its fine. you didn't kacau me thattttt much :P
ERIC ; why you bite! haha
YESMEAN ; hahaha! I love the swimsuit T_T
YVONNE ; okay (:
NAJee; Yah! luckily you got Danny. HAHA :P
FAUZI ; apa ni. You come to my blog to demand gg from naj :( Why no hi amelia one
MEI, ALEX ; thanks :)

Its a public holiday tomorrow! Thank God.

Gonna wake early to give the two dogs a shower and do some daily chores. I might be going out with awesome people in the afternoon for Mamma Mia, hopefully :( haha. Gonna participate in a 3-way call tonight! if Caterpillar remembers or is free. What is this non-international school people having holidays now. Lucky beeches. HAHA. Its okay. My holidays comes in 2 weeks :D so yay that.

Fek eh. My palm really hurts :(

Gotta change my toenail colour. I'm thinking... ORANGE! Shit man. I'm feeling so funky right now. *funky?! wtf* anyway, yeah. I feel very carefree ish. Like, i really can't be bothered to give a shit about anything right now. And they say everything happens for a reason right? Pfft. Oh well.

Been downloading shitload of songs today. Like random songs. Reallllly random songs.

OOH. I might be going somewhere during the holidays! During Hari Raya though, so boo. but meh

I feel so unhealthy today. Ate so much. Sure, I only had one single carrot juice packet for lunch.But after school... junk food galore. Ham ching piang with red bean paste, butter cake, pulut with that green thing, indonesian kuehs with sago.... why do I do this to my body? :( Poor body. HAHA

SHIT. I'm talking crap. I REALLY NEED TO GET PICTURES. %^!$&^%@

Lovelove,
Amelia.

Love and truth

I'm absolutely in love with YUI - Love and Truth. You've got to download the song. Doesn't matter if you don't get the meaning of the song (since its in Jap,) I've got the translation at the bottom here. :) The meaning's wonderful.

Sorry for the short posts now. I'm busy and there's too many things on my mind..

Term break in 2 weeks. I cannot wait. God knows, I need to escape from all this for a while.

xo,
Amelia.

Lyrics for YUI - Love and Truth

Konna ni omotteiru chikau wa tomattekurenai
Karappa no kokoro wa anata no kimochi wo mada mitsukerarenai

Onaji e wo ni doto egaku koto wa dekinai no ni
Atashi no kanjou wa tada kurikaeshite bakari

“Ai no uta” wo kikasete yo sono yokogao mistumeta
Anata no koto shiritai yo mou deatte shimatta yo

Donna ni sabishikutemo mata eeru kigashiteiru kara
Ryuunante iranai ikikasenai koto wo shitteiru

Kono mama ja wasuremono ni natte shimau deshou?
Atashi no kanjou wa namida no oku kagayaita

“Ai no uta” wo kikasete yo sono yokogao sono saki ni
Anata ga ima mitsumeteru hito ga iru to wakattemo

Tsubasa wo kudasai to shinjite utau you ni atashi datte chikau yo
Kako mo zenbu ukeirerutte kimeta

“Ai no uta” wo kuchizusamu sono egao ni fureta ni
Anata ga ima mitsumeteru hito ga iru to wakattemo

“Ai no uta” wa owaranai mou deatte shimatta no
…owaranai…Love and Truth

English Translation

I’m thinking about you so much…time doesn’t stop for me
My empty heart still can’t find your feelings

I can never draw the same picture twice
But my emotions are just repeating over and over again

Let me listen to your “love song.” (1) I stared at your profile (2)
I want to know about you, now that I’ve met you

No matter how lonely I get, I have a feeling we’ll meet again
I don’t need a reason; I know I can’t turn back

With the way it is now (3), I’ll just become a part of your memory(4), right?
My emotions shone like the depths of tears…

Let me listen to your “love song.” Your profile…
I understand there’s a person you’re gazing at right in front of you but… (5)

Please give me wings and believe that, just as with this song (6), I swear
I’ve decided to accept all the past

I hum the “love song”…I want to touch your smiling face
Even though I know that there’s someone you’re gazing at

My “love song” never ends - I’ve already met you (7)
…It never will end…

Broken, once again.

I guess, my mom was right.

Nobody can ever be trusted.

Not even the people closest to you.

I'm sorry heart, I've let you down once again.

xo,
Amelia.

You could fall for pretty strangers,

And the promises that they hold. (exactly what I did.)
You promised me everything,
You promised me through thick and thin.

*wordy lengthy post ahead!* (great time waster.)

Back from Singapore! The trip was an absolute blast :) I would not lie, there were some downs but mostly ups. Since we only went for two nights and barely three days, it was a really rushed trip. But oh well. Shopping, food, not sleeping, walking around in heels that gave me bruised toes :( .. hahaha it was all good.

Friday, left school at approx 10.30 in the morning after a delightful two periods of Biology. Our flight was delayed for an hour and a half. Managed to watch about half of the movie 'Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind'. I still need to find the dvd! But yeah, upon reaching we took our little mini las vegas (haha!) to our apartment where we were assigned our rooms. 4 rooms, between 9 people + 1 freaking toilet. 5 boys squeezed into one room! They had to bring up 3 extra matresses. Haha There were no walking space in their room at all. With all their belongings on the floor filling up spaces. If you walked in there at night without any lights, you'd fall flat on your face.

Vivian and I got a very nice cozy room. Small enough to fit one queen size bed + drawer + small wadrove and a small bedside table. It was good though :) because the room was small, at night, it was freezing! and we only had one really thin blanket! So, Viv had on like 4 layers of clothes while I had on like 3. Haha! And we still freezed up. It was nice though.

Luckily the toilets weren't an issue. Maybe cause it was the shortage of girls since there were a majority of boys. (6 : 3) And yeah. And the boys um.. took very little time in the showers. So it was good. The kitchen was pathetic. Nothing worked cept the fridge.

So, friday night, headed out to the Esplanade for the Singapore Symphony Orchestra. It was nice :) really entertaining. To be completely honest, I thought I was gonna get bored and fall asleep. But it was otherwise! I had so much fun listening and just watching in awe at how the violins just seem to move in harmony and the harpist! She was so graceful. It was beautiful. Vivian fell in love ;) haha! I saw MTV vj Denise Keller! She's gorgeous. Christopher, Shotaro and Nick took a picture with her. I didn't know it was her, till they told me. But I kept telling A-man the whole night that, that girl is absolutely gorgeous! Haha. (yes, I do look at girls. XD) She had like flawless skin and she's so tall! Goodness. After the SSO, we were given free time to get dinner around the area and we all ended up at Subway. After which, we returned to the apartment and was given more free time to roam around till late.

During this period of time, while the teachers grabbed coffee at a nearby Starbucks.. We roamed around, visiting 7eleven more than once. and we got into an encounter (mostly me) with two transvertites. I don't know how to explain, but basically, I have pictures of me with these um people, posing rather rudely. :S Once I get the pictures from Viv! I'll post em up. :) Speaking of pictures, I didn't take much in Singapore. Vivian and Christopher did though. So I'm hoping they'll post it up in FB or something so I can do a picture post :) So right, yeah. It was hilarious and disgusting. I got to feel how a fake boobie felt like. (I was forced to, technically) and it was rubbery. Eww. Haha Gave myself a good bath head to toe that night. -.-

The next morning, after having a calorie laden breakfast at Mcdonalds.. we went off to the music stores to do some music-related stuff. The saxophonists (sp?) had to buy stuff for their saxs, the pianists had to look for piano scored, the guitarist looked out for guitar thingies and the drummer basically yeah. Hahaha Well, It was rather unproductive for me then. Only managed to buy 1 single piano book.

The afternoon was simply what I was looking forward to! :D Free time the entire afternoon. Vivian and I (and sometimes A-man, Nick, Shotaro at intervals and James for the first 2 hours) conquered Orchard road in.. about 4 to 5 hours :D Angel would have gone crazy. It was impulse shopping at its best. In this 4 -5 hours, I managed to.. buy.. 5 shirts, 6 books, 1 shoes, 1 skirt, 3 bags and some random things like stationery, contacts and stuff. I also managed to eat, ice-cream in bread found all along orchard road (yam- no less:D) Takoyaki! (both ham&cheese and octopus) Fried japanese noodles and Bread Papa's custard puff thing and the cornet thing. it was soooo goooooooood. I swear. Like, i must have eaten all my weight lost back. My feet and back was killing me and I've gained a some muscles i think from all the bags I was carrying. I felt like such a klutz as well since i keep bumping into people cause my bags was in the way :$ but it was all good. I felt a little bad though cause Viv didn't buy as much.. and she was like , " Amelia, do you need that." HAHA She's so cute! Thanks to her, I didn't impulse buy lipglosses, and more shirts and jeans. I think I would have regretted. Haha

Speaking of Viv, she's been an awesome room partner + shopping partner + food partner + airplane partner. Haha! She's so fun and my chinese has improved drastically!!! So exciting okay. Like, I can have proper LONG conversations with her all in chinese! Sure, I mix all kinds of dialects (Canto, Mandarin and Hokkien) but she still gets me :D and that's all that really matters...... right? HAHA

So right, at night we spent it at Clarke Quay having expensive Japanese food (everything was bloody expensive lah) for dinner :( and Haagen Dazes (sp?) after. (OH so GOOD. Berries and Cream for me (L)) and went to a Jazz Club where we experienced a hallmark moment. The vocalist's birthday is today and at approx 12.am her boyfriend along with her family and friends appear with balloons and cake! Singing and.. it was SO sweet. And her boyfriend (also a singer) sang a song for her! IT was SO SWEET. It brought tears to my eyes okay. Haha *so emo* Like, he incorporated her name into the song! And it was amazing. And then they sang a duet together. It was SO cute. Goodness. I had no idea things like this even happened in real life. I felt like I was in a movie. Two people so obviously inlove..it was very nice :)

OH right. Time spent sleeping. I would say.. first night.. 2 hours. I woke up at 4.30 to accompany A-man to uh open his fast. And like, after waking up and eating with him I just couldn't sleep. So I stayed awake till everyone woke. Last night, I slept for about 1 hour. Spent time packing my bags (I came to singapore with 1 luggage, I went home with 2 full luggages- thank god I brought an extra bag :D) and talking with Viv. And I woke at 4.30 again to watch A-man wolf down 4 fillet-o-fish in the morning (he almost surrendered halfway thru his 3rd burger hahaha) while I had some milk. Haha and since our flight was early, I just took a shower and everyone was ready to go by 6.30.

Bought soushi (sushi in canto) in the airport and some headgear (haha wtf) and magazines in the airport. And had the flight over and I slept on the plane! I am that tired. I usually can't sleep on planes. Too uncomfortable. But yeah. It was all good. Spent the whole afternoon today just sleeping. Like from 2 till 6, I was sleeping. And I'm still so bloody tired! And I have not finished unpacking completely and I can't do no homework cause I left all my books in school.. and yah. So lazy. I think I'm gonn have a early night in. School tomorrow! Wtf. I don't want :(

Yeah. I know. wordy wordy. I'll get pictures soon enough to post em up :D hehe. I look horrible in the pictures. -_- I think. Like, so unflattering my hair. I look so odd. But I like my hair. I am thinking of cutting it again cause the ends are pretty uneven now. They're not a straight line anymore :( haha But I spent so much money straightening it, it would be a waste to cut again right? mmm..I LOVE SHORT HAIR! Its SO much easier and lighter.

Speaking of which, Singapore is so freaking humid! and hot!! My hair gets greasy SO fast, specially my fringe. So I had to wash my hair twice a day. The minute I step out, I start sweating. Its horrible the heat -_- Thank god for air-conditioned malls and shopping centres and ice-cream on the side of the road (L) And Slushies in 7eleven. Haha.

MISSIONS COMPLETED (and more), cept for Auntie Annie's Pretzels :( But my dad says we might be heading out fof the country next month. So till ada chance :D hahaha . I hope we are going for a holiday. God Knows my mom needs a good holiday :( We're still short of a maid!!! Its so freaking depressing. I can't seem to find anything in my room! And its so bloody messy -.- Argh.

Anyway, conclusion for the trip. Sure some people have their differences and everything but everyone made the trip fun! It wouldn't have been the same if somebody didn't come along. I'm glad I got this opportunity to spend time with my entire music class. Everyone was being absolutely lovely :) No fights, no nothing. Just.. fun time and really really random times. And everyone was helpful and considerate. It was good :) and watching SSO @ the Esplanade was an experience, definitely. Despite the whole trip being so rushed, it was still enjoyable. Kudos to the teachers in charge, Mr J and Mrs C :) for being so sporting and flexible :D hehehe

Yeah. Okay. I should stop. I've typed so much already. hehehehe.

lots of love,
Amelia.

cause you're sweeter than apple pie.

I've been meaning to blog about this:All Gossip Girl Fans, you've watched Season 2, Episode 1 yes? :) Thats the swimsuit Blair has on while she was chit-chatting with Serena :D ITS SO PRETTY RIGHT?!!! T_T Goodness. I love love love the swimsuit! Although I'm pretty certain the cut only fits super skinny modelesque figure. Damn all those currypuffs and all things fried and sugary :(

HAVE U WATCHED GG, S02E02? I watched it just now :D thankewwww Najihah! :D hehe. I LOVE BLAIR. She's so gorjus ok. And Nate's such a pretty boy. I absolutely LOVE Serena's dress @ Blair's party. SO pretty. Goodness.

ANYWAY, Yeah. I need to update. HI JIM, ALEX AND ERIC thesmelly :)

Going over to Singapore in one day. Like, after tomorrow.. Friday! I'm excited, I've not packed. I've got my dresses! :) I'm actually pretty curious to find out how the trip is gonna be like. I'm hoping we've got enough free time on Saturday cause I've really got to pick up some stuff. And I hope I get to eat everything I need to it. In addition to auntie annie's and takoyaki.. I need subway. And I need to get a pair of sneakers (or anything similar to that) for school! They're being really strict bout the dress codes this year. It sucks! We can't wear round collared tees, high heels... bright coloured shoes... Its so depressing :( I've got like 0 things to wear now .Everythings getting boring. Like, if you rewear something too often, doesn't it get boring? It does right?! exactly.

*very little people, (i'm guessing one of two) would get this whole passage really.* And, those two. Perfect match in heaven. I couldn't be more happier for them :) No, I'm not being sarcastic at all. I'm actually (and quite surprising if I might say so myself) being sincere.

Went to shahbandar with Shim and Kenken and of course, Kalowee yesterday. It was good! :D Talked so much crap + the scenery after killer hill was awesome. It was really nice that I/ with you guys got to unwind a little. :) + since schoolworks been absolutely horrible. All the IAs and EE work + TOK?! and those little bits of homework here and there. Its no wonder I'm being invaded by acne + weight gain. WHY! HOMEWORK!!!! :(

Apart from that, this week has been somewhat productive :) I've done introductions for my Business IA and EE, maths, and I DID my TOK presentation today (although it was complete shit. so embarassing) and oh my, SO HARDWORKING OK. :)

Here's some pictures cause I'm lazy to type more and I've got BIOLOGY and MATHS to finish up.

My darlings, Daisy and Melody!

Daisy.

During DT club @Monday.
(i'm gonna make me a dvd shelf with Naji)

Lovelove
Amelia.